supermarket fantasy.

フォーリン・ラブ

2011-04-03T19:50:00.000+09:00

Theme song for 高校デビュ(High School Debut). Would really like to see the movie! The trailer looks nice~ Feel like reading the manga too :D

こんにちは、君は誰?
こんな世界の真ん中で
わたしの前にあらわれて
んー、
わからない

こんにちは、君は誰なの?
勝手にこころつかんでくの
わたしは君を好きになるの?
んー、
ゆるせない

広い世界
ありふれたコンビニの自動ドア
偶然肩がぶつかり
ストーリーはわたしを主役にする

ない、ない、ない
奇跡なんてないんだよ
期待もしてない
出会いなんて映画の中の出来事でしょ
わたし、君ときめいたわけじゃないんだよ
でもね、まあ
運命ってものもあなどれないと思うの

もしも昨日好きな彼にフラれてなかったら
きっと下を向いてここへ来てなかったし
もう少しわたしの考え方が現実的だったら
きっとこんな出会い信じなかっただろう!

広い世界
たくさんの人たちがすれ違う
それぞれ暮らしの中で
それぞれ事情があって
それぞれ悩んでる!

キラ、キラ、キラ
光る星は誰かに見つけてほしくて
赤い糸をいつもたぐりよせていたんだ
からまり複雑になってうまくいかないけど
いつの日か誰かたどりつくように

ない、ない、ない
奇跡なんてないんだよ
期待もしてない
出会いなんて映画の中の出来事でしょ
わたし、君ときめいたわけじゃないんだよ
でもね、まあ
運命ってものもあなどれないと思うのさ

こんにちは、君は誰?
わたしのこころをつかんでく
わたしは君を好きになるの?
んー、
悪くない

"ない、ない、ない
奇跡なんてないんだよ
期待もしてない
出会いなんて映画の中の出来事でしょ
わたし、君ときめいたわけじゃないんだよ
でもね、まあ
運命ってものもあなどれないと思うのさ"

2011!

2011-01-02T18:25:00.001+09:00

I'm late for this post!!!
First of all I would like to wish everyone a happy new year!
あけましておめでとう！

and once again~ it's time for me to review if I completed my 2010 resolutions!

~~1. Study hard~~

DONE! There were a few times that I really thought I will not be able to make it but somehow I still managed to pull through. Managed to get into deans list and I'm proud of it. :) And most importantly~ I SURVIVED ADVERTISING :D

~~2. Apply to go to UB~~

Applied!I'm a little nervous but also excited about going to Buffalo...will be leaving in 2 days time!!! And sometimes I still can't believe that I am actually going to Buffalo. It is something that the old Zi Xuan will never ever do. But I believe it is going to be a fruitful trip and I will learn how to be even more independent!

~~3. Continue learning Japanese~~

At the start of the year yes! But eventually me and val got so busy that we decided to take a hiatus after finishing our basic lessons. Will resume japanese classes when I get back form Buffalo!

~~4. More overseas trips!~~

Went to Hokkaido! Although it's my 2nd time going to Japan, I still find it very nice and I want to go there again!!! Free and easy trip next time!!! :D

5. 10th year anniversary with secondary school best friend (:

Oops. The only resolution that I did not fulfil. I did meetup with Mingjie sometimes and I tried to fulfil this resolution when 2010 was ending but oh well >.<..Will have to meetup with them more often next year!

But this year I fulfiled one of my 2009 resolutions!!!
I went for my 1st concert! And it is *drumrolls* THE BACKSTREET BOYS CONCERT! WOOHOO!

And now~~~ my resolutions for this year!

1. Aim for magna cum laude

I must not let my efforts go to waste! One more semester!!! Really hope that I can get magna cum laude!!! Would be even better if I can get into Deans list again next semester too!!!

2. Be more independent

I think somehow I will be more independent after spending 6 months in U.S? We'll see then...:D

3. Continue learning Japanese

Have to resume my lessons after I get back from Buffalo!

4. More overseas trips!

Once again the same thing on my list! Want to go for more trips and visit more countries!!

5. 0405 perfect attendance gathering

We're almost there! Just a few MIA members that we need to "pester/stalk"..lol...I really want to see it happen because I think this is a great and awesome class :D ROCK ON 0405!!!

It's time to move on to 2011 everyone!
Have a great year!!

Anticipation...

2010-12-29T01:15:00.002+09:00

I'm nervous but I'm excited too!!!
I'm going to come back as a even more independent Zi Xuan!

1111

2010-11-11T00:59:00.002+09:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO....

RORONOA ZORO, the awesome pirate who nvr dies...

TEGOSHI YUYA, the harmlessly, self-centered yet cute guy....

CPY, one of my best friend and bitching friend from poly...

CHIO HUI, the ever so loyal KAT-TUN fan

HAPPY 1111! お誕生日おめでとう～！

Happy birthday Ryoooo~

2010-11-03T22:32:00.002+09:00

Happy Birthday to..

NISHIKIDO RYO!

and

ABIGAILLLLL~

:D

Tired...

2010-11-01T00:23:00.001+09:00

I'm so tired...
School, school and more school! Zzzz

Today something happened at home again.
I wonder why is it that it always happens when I'm alone at home with grandma.

But I'm really lucky that my neighbour came to help.
Wouldn't know what to do.
At least everything is fine now.

Waseda Shibuya 2010

2010-09-20T03:05:00.002+09:00

It's amazing...
It's actually the 5th year I've been to Waseda Shibuya's Seiransai already...

I still rmb how I was so crazy about FREAKOUT! haha
But they've already graduated :(
No more FREAKOUT! No more Takashi.
But at least I still have the videos....

Will be looking forward to next year's Seiransai again...
One of those little things that makes me happy. Very happy. :)

Still in love with Japan.

2010-08-20T00:03:00.003+09:00

I'm back from Hokkaido!
It was a great trip. Nice Scenary, nice food and nice people!

Will talk more about the trip in my next post.
Want to blog about the movies I watched on the plane now... :D

LIAR GAME: THE FINAL STAGE (ライアーゲーム　ザ・ファイナルステージ)

Official site: http://liargame.jp/index.html

This movie is currently showing in Singapore.
I love this drama series so I was really looking forward to this movie.
And guess what?
I LOVE IT!

I think it's really nice! Love all those mind games and tricks they were playing in the show! I would really recommend it to people who haven't watch this drama/movie.

Liar game rules haha! XD

BOX! (ボックス！)

Official site: http://www.box-movie.jp/index.html

People who know me will definitely know why I watched this movie.
HELLO! HAYATO ICHIHARA IS IN THE SHOW~~ :D How can I not want to see him boxing..XDXD

Basically, it's one of those typical shows about a school club, and how the students are enthusiastic and blablabla....might be boring to some people but it is totally my type of show hehe!

And for fans of Hayato Ichihara...I think that it's a MUST WATCH! How many times can you see him all sportsy and angsty at the same time? All those scenes woooo! please watch it if you're a big fan of him haha!

MY DARLING IS A FOREIGNER (ダーリンは外国人)

Official site: http://www.darling-movie.com/index.html

This movie is adapted from a graphic novel by Saori Oguri. It's really a cute and sweet show!

Basically, it's about this woman who get into a relationship with this American man. It's interesting how they show about some of the weird things that the American man asked/do because of the cultural difference.

Such a cute show! And after watching the show, I feel like buying the graphic novel hehehe! Will get it when money comes in~

SOOOOOO~
These are all the movies I watched on the plane! Was thinking of watching "A Beautiful Mind" again but then I think it would be more worth it if I watched a movie that I can't download haha!

OH OH!
And I'm dying to watch this new movie featuring Toma and Aragaki Yui.

HANAMIZUKI (ハナミズキ)

Official site: http://www.hanamizuki-movie.com/index.html

It's going to start showing in Japan on 21st August 2010.
I really hope they show it in Singapore too!

I hope encore films will bring in BANDAGE and BECK too!
Really hope to watch these shows on the big movie screen :D

To end of this blog post~~~
YAY TO JAPANESE MOVIES! :D

Just one of those days

2010-07-30T03:07:00.002+09:00

It's just one of those days when you need someone to listen to all your rants.
But you find your own rants stupid.
And you think people will find it stupid and laugh at you.

It's just one of those days...
=/

!!!

2010-06-22T03:04:00.001+09:00

強くなりたい！！！
もっと強くなりたい！！！

I got the blahs.

2010-05-24T02:51:00.002+09:00

Lately I've been feeling frustrated.
Not with myself but with others.

I just get irritated by others so easily and I don't know why.
I really don't wanna waste my energy feeling frustrated 'cuz of others but somehow I can't help it.

This is bad.

Maybe all I need is just more rest and a longer holiday to relax myself.
I'm still not over the stress from last semester and now, new stress awaits... >.<

I really got the blahs mannn.

Happy birthday Koyama!!

2010-05-01T20:07:00.000+09:00

Nope! I didn't forget!

Happy birthday Koyama! :D

haha! once again...i'm too lazy to make a banner so...
*inserts imaginary banner*

will make banners for the members that I like more :P :P :P

(:

2010-04-09T01:45:00.003+09:00

I did not forget.
Happy Birthday Yamapi~

no time to do bday banner though cuz of busy wrk schedule.
but at least i still rmb..haha!

don't cry anymore.

2010-03-13T20:52:00.003+09:00

After a loooong time, I've finally found a song that starts with D that I really really like.
This song is by a new singer miwa.
I absolutely love the lyrics.

D: don't cry anymore by miwa

ギリギリだって　一人きりだって
負けたくないの　冗談じゃないわ
I don’t cry anymore I don’t cry anymore
強くならなきゃ　言い聞かせてる
どんな時でも　泣かないから

ぬくもり感じ眠ると幸せだった　それが
永遠に続くと思ってた　なのに
どうしてなんだろう　信じてたものは嘘だったの
こんな時そばにいてくれたらいいのに

震える足で　今踏み出したいよ

ギリギリだって　一人きりだって
負けたくないの　冗談じゃないわ
I don’t cry anymore I don’t cry anymore
強くならなきゃ　言い聞かせてる
どんな時でも　泣かないから

どこを探しても　私の居場所が見つからない
声が聞きたいよ　ホントは会いたいけど

振り返らずに　歩いていかなくちゃ

ギリギリだって　輝きたくて
私ならまだ　やれるはずだわ
I don’t cry anymore I don’t cry anymore
涙こらえて　顔をあげたら
大丈夫だよって　つぶやいてみる

何を信じたらいいのかも
わからなくて　もがいて　迷って
つかみたい　今叶えたい
小さなこの手にたくして握りしめるの

ゴメンそんなに　強くないんだ
くじけそうになる時だってあるよ
たとえかすかな　希望だとしても
持ち続けたい　ずっと

ギリギリだって　一人きりだって
負けたくないの　冗談じゃないわ
I don’t cry anymore I don’t cry anymore
強くならなきゃ　言い聞かせてる

無理矢理だって　がむしゃらになって
生きてゆくんだ　終わりじゃないわ
I don’t cry anymore I don’t cry anymore
あなたの声を　思い出してる
どんな時でも　泣かないから
いつかきっと　笑えるから

Translation:

Even if it’s the last minute or I’m alone
I don’t want to give up, this is serious
I don’t cry anymore I don’t cry anymore
I’m telling myself I have to be strong
No matter what I won’t cry

When I fell asleep with your warmth I was happy
I thought it would last forever
So why was everything I believed in a lie?
At times like this you should be here by my side

My legs are shaking but I want to step forward now

Even if it’s the last minute or I’m alone
I don’t want to give up, this is serious
I don’t cry anymore I don’t cry anymore
I’m telling myself I have to be strong
No matter what I won’t cry

No matter where I look I can’t find my place
I want to hear your voice, I really miss you

But I have to walk on and never look back

Even if it’s the last minute I want to shine
I can still make it on my own
I don’t cry anymore I don’t cry anymore
As I fight back tears and raise my head up
I whisper that everything’s going to be alright

I don’t even know what to believe in
And I struggle and remain lost
I want to grab hold and make what I’m holding
In my tiny hands come true

Sorry, I’m not that strong
And there are times when I feel down
But even if it’s a faint hope
I want to always hold onto it

Even if it’s the last minute or I’m alone
I don’t want to give up, this is serious
I don’t cry anymore I don’t cry anymore
I’m telling myself I have to be strong

It’s not what I want but even if I’m reckless
I’ll live my life, it’s not over
I don’t cry anymore I don’t cry anymore
I remember the sound of your voice
No matter what I won’t cry
I know I’ll be able to smile again someday

Credits to: quartet4.net

"どこを探しても　私の居場所が見つからない
声が聞きたいよ　ホントは会いたいけど
振り返らずに　歩いていかなくちゃ"

"No matter where I look I can’t find my place
I want to hear your voice, I really miss you
But I have to walk on and never look back"

Backstreet's Back!!!

2010-02-28T14:04:00.001+09:00

Tonight is the night!
My 1st ever concert in my whole life.

BACKSTREET'S BACK!

My favorite boyband since I was 10 years old~~
I'm so freaking excited...

And I hope that Japanese artistes will be coming this year for the Music Festival..

Please let this year be full of sparkling stars!

Seriously?!?

2010-02-20T22:18:00.003+09:00

Spa Wisdom Japan Mini Essentials set (S$29.90) from bodyshop and god knows how many packs of TISSUE PAPER shared by five people.

Given to someone who has spend so much effort in organising events for dyb-ers.
Given to someone who has spend so much time looking for decent presents for dyb-ers.

Seriously...did y'all even put in any effort?
Cause I don't see any.

They say that it is the thought that counts.
But I don't see any thought and effort in this.

I'm just feeling very disappointed for this person who has spend so much time and energy on dyb.

Random.

2010-02-01T02:43:00.003+09:00

Been quite some time since I last blogged.

Oh well...school has started and laa-dee-dah.
I've been trying to change my sleeping and eating habits now.
Not to forget cutting down the hours I spend on the computer too.

Changing my sleeping habits really works.
I can now officially go to school without complaining "I'm sooo tired." as much.
Of course there are still times when I nap during class breaks...
But oh well...that's a different story.

Taking 5 modules is really not as easy as I thought it would be.
Not to mention that I still have my japanese class and some other commitments.
But I'm trying my best to look at things in a positive way.

Of course there'll be times when I feel like complaining (as usual).
But heyyy!!! I remembered that someone has volunteered to be my "trashcan" for the whole of this year. (:

I will be fine. (:

"思い出してみて絶望を感じたら
君が諦めようとしてる今日って日は
どこかの誰かが諦めたくなかった
明日なんだってこととその手を
僕が強く強く握っているってことを"

"Try to remember, if you’re in despair
On this day when you’ve decided to give up
Somewhere, someone didn’t want to give up
And remember that I am tightly, tightly
Holding your hand and the future"

花言葉

2010-01-02T04:07:00.003+09:00

花言葉。

Just random meanings of some flowers.
Just a post for my own reference.

１st up is my birth flower. Then some other random flowers. (:

11月17日の誕生花: エレムルス (Eremurus Bieb;Desert Candle)
花言葉: 逆境

スターチス (Limonium sinuatum)
花言葉: かわらぬ心

ベゴニア（赤）(Red Begonia)
花言葉: 片思い; 公平

ガーベラ (Gerbera)
花言葉: 神秘

ワスレナグサ (Myosotis; Forget-me-not)
花言葉: 私を忘れないで; 真実の愛

チューリップ (Tulip)
花言葉: 博愛; 永遠の愛情; 愛の告白

カスミソウ (Gypsophila; Baby's breath)
花言葉: 愛らしい; 清い心; 切なる願い; 無邪気

2010 resolutions!

2010-01-01T20:10:00.005+09:00

First post in 2010!

Would like to wish everyone a happy new year!
あけましておめでとう! (:

I must say that I have learnt alot in 2009.
And now, as usual, it's time to review my resolutions for 2009.

~~1. Study Hard~~

Definitely done. I've studied like I've never ever studied before.
I've studied so hard that people in school thinks that I'm a mugger.
This is a breakthrough you know..lol

~~2. Start learning Japanese~~

Hell yea...me and val finally got our ass down to Bunka and registered for the Japanese class...More Japanese classes awaiting in the future..lol

~~3. Keep in contact with old friends~~

Kinda done..had meetups with 0405 and dyb peeps...:D and of course my secondary school friends...wow..I should have even more meetups though...

~~4. Go to Japan (?)~~

Oh well...this was not fulfilled...but since I went to Hong Kong and Bangkok instead, I guess it can be a replacement? haha! :D More trips in 2010 hopefully!

5. Catch my first ever concert

Sadly not fulfilled. The rumor of Arashi coming to Singapore/Malaysia was obviously not true. And since I want to keep my virgin concert for a Japanese artiste/band...I guess I'll have to wait...

~~6. DYB Zoo Trip~~

FINALLY FINALLY FULFILLED.
It was great. And lots of people turned up.
But of course, there are always people who can't make it (or perhaps they just didn't want to be there)

NOW!
My resolutions for this year:

1. Study hard

This will continue to be a must-have in my resolution till the day I graduate. There were a few times I got so overwhelmed by what's happening around in school that I've forgotten my dreams/goals. It made me feel lost. But thank goodness my dreams/goals are always here with me. It will always motivate me. And I will never stop trying.

2. Apply to go to UB

I really want to make this true. I don't want to be just talking about this but not doing anything to fulfill it. This is why I really must work hard for the upcoming semester and then apply to go to UB.

3. Continue learning Japanese

DUH! :D

4. More overseas trips!

I want to travel around the world more. :D
It's nice to be traveling with my sis. And not to mention no parents..hehehehehe :D:D

5. 10th year anniversary with secondary school best friend (:

Yes! I'm going to celebrate the 10th year anniversary with my secondary school best friend! It's nice to know that I still have someone supporting me and listening to my rants when I needed it most. (:

This are the resolutions I have for this year. And I need to continue reminding myself to move on in life. And never look back.

I can already foresee a year filled with activities, new memories and of course, more fan-girling to keep me happy (:

"Scars left behind will become part of a memory.
And these memories are going to push me closer to my dreams!"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-11-11T17:13:00.002+09:00

HAPPY 22nd TO DEAREST TEGOSHI! XD

here's a banner to go with this birthday wish.

お誕生日おめでとう！！！

Happy birthday to ZORO (lol), CPY and Chio Hui too!
11.11 is such a nice date!

お誕生日おめでとう!

2009-11-03T20:39:00.002+09:00

亮ちゃん!!!
お誕生日おめでとう～～～！！

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY ...
...
...
TO OUR DEAREST RYO :D :D

here's a birthday banner! XD

キラキラSUMMER

2009-09-16T01:41:00.002+09:00

My mum and sis went to Malaysia last Saturday so I had the whole master bedroom to myself. HOHOHO~

It was like a sleepover but I was the only one? hahaha!
It was nice though...music, face masks (LOL), and I was doing my nails...
And this is what I came up with.

Presenting to you...

キラキラSUMMER! (Kira-kira SUMMER)

Hahaha..I name it キラキラSUMMER because it glitters under the sunlight! WOOT!

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::RANDOMNESS::

I can't wait for Thursday to come now.
Crows Zero 2 is opening this week. YAY-NESS!
OGURI SHUN & MIURA HARUMA!

Just watching the trailer makes me want to scream!!!
Have been waiting for this for SOOOOOOOO LONG...
Now if only they bring in GOKUSEN movie and ROOKIES movie too~~~ :3
JAPANESE MOVIES ARE THE LOVE!
BRING IN MORE TO SINGAPORE! XD

Random-ness

2009-09-08T17:34:00.006+09:00

I officially declare this my favorite design among the 3 designs I had tried so far.

And now....JPOP AZ XD
I really love this song because I like the lyrics.

About how a guy wants to say "I love you".
But it all turns into a code that looks/sounds like 『☆#%◎Ｘ…』. :D

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C: Code by Nishikido Ryo (Code - 錦戸亮)

今僕より一つ二つ先を進んでた君の証拠が
浮彫りになってく沈黙破ってくれるから
違う誰かの話でゲラゲラ盛り上がってるフリしてる
でもその笑顔まだ見てタイから言葉呑み込む

『☆#%◎Ｘ…』

今以上を欲しがる僕は世間知らずなガキですか？
求めるよりも与えろと諭すのですか？
永遠なんて無いよと牽制してもいい
でも僕はね光ってみたい共に例え一瞬だけでも

『☆#%◎Ｘ…』

君を彩る全ての要素を僕が守ってみせよう
何があっても傍にいよう
君が悲しむ全ての要素は僕が奪うから
もう少しだけ愛を愛を愛を

溢れ出す言葉思いきって言った「アイシテル…」の筈が
脳からの指令を又無意識に僕だけの暗号に変えて

『☆#%◎Ｘ…』

君に胸張ってこの想い届けられる日は来るかな？
誰かに誇れる僕でいられるかな？
君がいるのなら何だって叶えられるそんな気がするから
届けるね愛を愛を

君を彩る全ての要素を僕が守ってみせよう
何があっても傍にいよう
君が悲しむ全ての要素は僕が奪うから
ありったけの愛を愛を愛を

『☆#%◎Ｘ…』

Translation:

The proof of you advancing
one or two steps further than me
Has been etched like an embossed carving
which has broken the silence
I see you laughing loudly at someone else's jokes
as if you're enjoying yourself,
but it's all an act
But because I want to see your smile,
I swallow my words down

「☆＃％◎※...」

For me who wants more than what I have now
Am I like a kid
who knows nothing about the world?
Am I being admonished for waiting
for something to be given to me
rather than pursuing it for myself?
It's fine even if there's a constraint
such as "there is no such thing as 'eternity'"
I'd still want the both of us to shine
Even if it's only for an instant

「☆＃％◎※...」

I'll show you that I can protect
all the elements that make you you
No matter what happens, I'll be by your side
I'll snatch all the elements
of your sadness away
So believe a little bit more in love
In love, in love

The overflowing words that I boldly said
Should have been "I love you"
But once again the instructions
from my brain unconsciously
Turned it into a code
that is mine and mine alone

「☆＃％◎※...」

If I wear my feelings upon my sleeve
Will there be a day when
these feelings will reach you?
Will I be someone that you can boast
about to someone else?
Because you're here
It feels as though anything can come true
So my love will reach you won't it?
My love will...

I'll show you that I can protect
all the elements that make you you
No matter what happens, I'll be by your side
I'll snatch all the elements
of your sadness away
With all the love [that I have]
All the love I have

「☆＃％◎※...」

Credits to: Jpopasia.com & sweet-rain.net

"でもその笑顔まだ見てタイから言葉呑み込む"
"But because I want to see your smile, I swallow my words down"

A Special Summer....

2009-09-02T01:40:00.003+09:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATO KEISUKE!

Thanks for making this year's summer special. (:

Simple birthday banner.

A sketch I did of KK. This is the best I could do. >.<

Things I do when I'm bored...

2009-08-26T19:40:00.003+09:00

Just some of the things I do when I'm bored.
It's back to school soon ):
And then I won't have time to do things like this....

1.) Polyvore.com. Pretty fun to make a scrape-book-like-picture.

This is inspired by Ayumi Hamasaki.

And this is inspired by Audrey Hepburn.

2.) Nail art. Still not too good at it. :P

My nails before I went to HK.

And my nails now...
blah...

WOO!

2009-08-10T00:29:00.002+09:00

Wow.
I'm excited and a lil nervous at the same time.
Be leaving in the morning.
4 hrs of slp! woo!

Just hope that this is going to be a safe and enjoyable trip! :D

Why?

2009-07-25T04:22:00.003+09:00

Argh.
This month is soooo not my month.

hate that stupid feeling.
maybe I don't like losing too.

blahs

2009-07-21T02:35:00.002+09:00

BLAH!

I'm supposed to be doing my ESL research paper now but I'm just not in the mood! *GASP*

It's been days since i watched my last JDRAMA omg...
My finger is so tempted to click on that "dramas" folder..oh nosss!!!

And this is such a wrong time to be fangirling over harry potter, BSB and tons of other japanese artistes too.. *faints*

Hopefully after the draft is done I will have more free time...
But I doubt so since finals will be in like 2 weeks after. OMG

I'm so used to slacking.

Because it's worth it...

2009-07-12T16:02:00.004+09:00

Because I love this song so much that I think it deserves a post :D

Another japanese song that starts with B that is not so angsty and motivates me to do what I'm supposed to do. :):):)

I'm so going to achieve my dreams. Just wait and see. :D

B: Bokurashiku by Tegomass (僕らしく - テゴマス)

庭の隙間に　落ちたった根
光を浴びて　芽を出した
空に向かって　まっすぐに
疑うこともせず

あぁ　僕なんて　
悩んでうつむいている
分からない　歩けない
そんな時こそ

さあ　顔を上げて僕らしく
負けそうな夜だって
光を胸に
さあ　顔を上げて　僕らしく
何度でも立ち上がる　
強さを胸に
未来へ

風に吹かれ　倒れても
根を張り起き上がる

あぁ　僕なんて
つまずいてくじけている
分からない　歩けない
そんな時こそ

さあ　顔を上げて僕らしく
負けそうな夜だって
光を胸に
さあ　顔を上げて　僕らしく
何度でも立ち上がる　
強さを胸に
未来へ

両手広げて　まだ見ぬ世界に夢を馳せるのさ

さあ　顔を上げよ　僕らしく
何度でも立ち上がる　
強さを胸に
明日も

さあ　僕らしく

Translation:

In an opening in a garden, a seed fell
As light poured upon it, it began to bud
It gradually grew towards the sky
Despite its hesitation

Ah, And yet
I look down when I'm unsure
I'm confused, I can't walk on
Even during those times

I raise my head and be myself
Even at night when I'm defeated
There's a light in my heart
I raise my head and be myself
With a strength in my heart
that helps me stand again and again
and move on towards the future

Even if the wind beats upon it
Its roots spread out and it continues to grow

Ah, and yet
I always stumble and fail
I'm confused, I can't walk on
Even during those times

I raise my head and be myself
Even at night when I'm defeated
There's a light in my heart
I raise my head and be myself
With a strength in my heart
that helps me stand again and again
and move on towards the future

I spread out both my hands and a dream runs on of a world yet unseen

I raise my head and be myself
With a strength in my heart
that helps me stand again and again
Tomorrow, again

I'll be myself

Credits to: Jpopasia.com

"両手広げて　まだ見ぬ世界に夢を馳せるのさ"
"I spread out both my hands and a dream runs on of a world yet unseen"

SAY SHIGE!

2009-07-11T14:45:00.010+09:00

And yet..another happy birthday post for a NEWS member...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIGE!
Another one of those simple (in other words lazy) birthday banner.

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JPOP AZ - A corner with recommendation of Japanese songs starting with A all the way to Z.

B: Because of you by Ayumi Hamasaki ( Because of you - 浜崎あゆみ)

"どうして時々こんなに苦しい
どうしていつでもこんなに愛しい

君じゃなきゃだめで
君じゃなきゃだめで"

Translation:

"Why sometimes my heart aches so much
Why always my heart goes out to you?
I can't think of anyone but you
I can't think of anyone but you"

For detailed lyrics and translation, please visit:
http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/1956/ayumi-hamasaki/because-of-you.html

YAY to angsty song and lyrics! :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASSU!

2009-07-04T15:35:00.003+09:00

Today..is...MASSU'S BIRTHDAY

A simple banner that I made (because I'm lazy so it's simple), which turns out looking quite ok! :D

yay for simplicity!!! XD

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JPOP AZ - A corner with recommendation of Japanese songs starting with A all the way to Z.

A: Aitai by Yuzu ( 逢いたい - ゆず)

"声も　温もりも　優しい　微笑みも
ここに　いるから
逢いたい"

Translation

"Your voice, your warmth, your gentle smile
They are all still in my heart
I want to see you"

For detailed lyrics and translation, please visit: http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/22149/yuzu/aitai.html

Supermarket Fantasy!

2009-06-17T00:31:00.002+09:00

Finally get to make a new blog banner for my blog.
I'm afraid I will be starting to look like a pedophile if I keep that banner of Yamada up...LOL

Picture from Mr.Children's album cover "Supermarket Fantasy".
One of my favorite album by them anyway~

Original picture here:

And I'm gonna start a new section in my blog entries soon!
It's call the "JPOP AZ"
I'm going to post a japanese song with a title that starts with A.
And then, a few sentences from the lyrics that I think is really meaningful or nice.

This will go on till I reach Z....
26 jpop recommendations! :D

Gossip.

2009-06-14T03:01:00.003+09:00

Gossip. What is it?

“It’s a social skill, not a character flaw,” says Frank McAndrew a professor of psychology at Knox College in Galesburg, Ill. “It’s only when you don’t do it well that you get into trouble.”

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/19748142/

Finally a statement that supports gossiping :D

:(

2009-05-29T17:09:00.002+09:00

Oh yes mickey.
I missed you too.
Although I know that you're probably a lady underneath and one that's much shorter than me. >.<

And I never got to finish my post about my japan trip.

Missing the good times already..oh well...@.@

Why oh why....

2009-05-16T03:45:00.002+09:00

(ANTM CYCLE12 SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!)

WHY!!!

I was totally rooting for Allison to win. :(
She's quirky in a nice way and have such big eyes!!!

But ARGH!
She should have totally won.
She take good pictures.
She improve along the way.
:(

Just look at her photos!!!:

Picture credits to: ANTM official website.
Further edited by: me.

I thought Teyona was fine until she did the "Don't touch" thing.
It's just so selfish.
She shouldn't have won.
Just makes me think that a top model should not behave like this.

London can give her jeans away and yet Teyona don't even let anyone touch the clothes she won.

Selfish!!! >.<

Awww :(
Why is it that the models I like never get to win ANTM. (except for Caridee)

A song I'm addicted to lately...

2009-05-11T03:39:00.004+09:00

Daybreak by Ayumi Hamasaki.
I really love this song...(prefer the album version though..:P)

The lyrics really inspired me...
It's songs like this that keeps me going~ :D

Lyrics: (jpopasia.com)

こんな時代のせいにして
顔を失くしたまま
ずっと生まれて来た事に
すがりつき生きてきた

さぁ今こそ共に立ち上がろうよ
君は君を勝ち取るんだ

どんなに遠く離れていても
僕らは同じ空の下で
いつかのあの日夢見た場所へと
旅している同志だって事を
忘れないで

きっと光と影なんて
同じようなもので
少し目を閉じればほらね
おのずと見えるさ

喜びのうらにある悲しみも
苦しみの果てにある希望も

どんなに遠く離れていても
僕らはいつでもそばにいる
例えば君がくじけそうな日には
愛してくれる人がいる事を
思い出して

全ては偶然なんかじゃなく
全ては必然なコトばかり
かも知れない

どんなに遠く離れていても
僕らは同じ空の下で
いつかのあの日夢見た場所へと
旅している同志だって事を
忘れないで

Translation: (jpopasia.com)

Having lost my face
because of these times,
I've lived all these years
clinging to my own existence.

Now, let's stand up together.
Fight to win yourself.

No matter how far apart we are,
we're still under the same sky.
Don't forget that we're both
travelling to the place
we once dreamed of.

Light and shadow are
really the same thing.
If you close your eyes,
you can see them on your own.

Both the sadness in happiness,
and the hope at the end of pain

No matter how far apart we are,
we're always together.
Remember that even when you feel
crushed by the weight of the world,
there's someone out there who loves you.

Things aren't random;
Maybe everything is
inevitable.

No matter how far apart we are,
we're still under the same sky.
Don't forget that we're both
travelling to the place
we once dreamed of.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOYAMA!

2009-05-01T00:12:00.003+09:00

As usual~~~
XDXD

an update because of a NEWS member birthday.

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY KOYAMA!!!
please stop getting on top/bottom of tegoshi during concerts. =X ~~He's mine.~~

geez..i actually like this banner so much more than the one i did for pi's bday >.<

Anyways!!!
Since I'm too lazy to make another new "happy labour day" banner....
I'll just use the one i made last year...=X

Wishing everyone a happy labour day!!!

(*note to self: I really have to start blogging more constantly.. =.=)

Why.

2009-04-17T01:28:00.005+09:00

Because my mum cannot handle stress effectively.
Because my mum likes to let her stress out on us.
Because my mum has too many things to do.

That is why we get scolded when she can't handle her stress.
That is why we can only accept the criticisms she made on us even if it made us feel useless.
That is why her workload should be lessen. Especially religious work.

Because her life probably revolves around herself more than us.
Or perhaps that is how it seems to be anyway.

Maybe she think she understands us very well.
But no. Hell no.

(How's my revision going?)
She don't know any shit.
She don't understand how tired I'm feeling.
She don't understand how stressed I'm feeling.

(Am I still feeling unwell?)
She don't know any shit as well.
She don't understand how it's been for me and my sis.
She don't understand that we're feeling worried cause of the bites.

(When's my birthday?)
She knows?
12 November MY FOOT!
She don't even remember when I'm freaking born.

What's my favourite food?
Who's my favourite singer?
What's my aim in life?
What's my hobby?
What troubles have I been facing?

She probably knows nothing.

Ironic huh?
My mum is a teacher.
A teacher who understands all of her students.
A teacher who her students admires.
A teacher who everyone sees as friendly and nice.

Thanks mom.
Thanks for making me feel useless.
Thanks for making me breakdown 2 times in a week.
Thanks for making me wish that I can go crazy.
Thanks for providing me all my needs.
...
...
All but one.

My emotional needs.

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Thank goodness I have a sister.
Thanks for calming me down.
Thanks for being here with me.
Thanks for standing up for me.
Thanks for being my company. (:

The best sister a girl could ever have.

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NOTE:

If any DYB teachers or fellow temple mates sees this.
Please please please lighten her workload by like 1000000000000000000000000 x a million times. She can't handle the stress even if she says she can.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PI!

2009-04-09T00:44:00.003+09:00

This birthday banner looks kinda crappy...T___T
but anyway...

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY YAMAPI!!! :D

Anyways, my 1st sem in UB is ending soon...
time just toally flies by...
Hope I can score well for my finals~

Can't wait for my holidays! It will be jdramas, one piece, more jdramas and more one piece!

GAH! About 10 more minutes to "fastest finger exercise".
*stretches*

why...

2009-03-29T01:20:00.003+09:00

Why do I need to waste my resting time and study time to do stupid things for DYB.
Even a simple task of booking a chalet, you have to ask me to do it.

Why can't anyone else do it?
Oh yes...cause all of them are taking advantage of your kind and generous nature.
Cause all of them knows you like to help out.
And in the end, who is the one doing everything? ME.

I got a freaking life ok.
The camp handbook last time already almost made me crazy.

Just ask for permission from freaking MD.
Why do we have to waste our time and money booking a stupid chalet again.

Someone please enlighten me.

Sometimes I wish I can totally freak my parents out by being so stressed that I'm going crazy or something. Then they might consider letting me relax.

We can do it?

2009-03-25T20:15:00.005+09:00

Things haven't been going well.

1st: THAT incident...I don't even want to talk about it...
2nd: Precious BIGXUANNIE HDD died on me...
3rd: 10%...my 10%...

I really don't want to be this depressed. But this is really going to affect my grades....I know we can do it.

The presentation is going to be good. It is going to be different. It is going to be entertaining.
But without even seeing anything at all...we lost 10%. About a grade.

I know the rest of them feels sad too. I am not an exception.
I guess we really have to rock the house this time.

Let's do it.
Protege rules.

Grabbed from val

2009-02-26T01:41:00.002+09:00

Grabbed from val!

Whadya think? :D
Kinda true eh~

NARI CHOCO ROLL

2009-02-16T22:05:00.004+09:00

Time for me to update my normal blog instead of my comms blog...*wipes sweat*
This is really random so..LOL XD

This is LONDON CHOCO ROLL.

BUT!!!

Have you ever heard of NARI CHOCO ROLL? XD

I'm going to advertise this a bit just because it looks so delicious and nari came up with the proposal for this kind of swiss roll....YUM YUM!

Still don't look too appetizing for you???
Wait till you see this picture.....

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*DROOLS LIKE CRAZY!*
IT LOOKS SO FREAKING DELICIOUS THAT I WISH I COULD TASTE IT RIGHT NOW!

For more info on this swiss roll, click here

WTF?!?

2009-02-02T01:11:00.002+09:00

Just something very random I found on val's LJ and I'm really amused by the results right now...

(C)チミの恋愛傾向 (C)フリーゲームふりーむ (C)オンラインゲームまとめ

LOL！
I LOL-ED ON THAT!!! XDXDXD

(P.S: does anyone know the meaning of the word on the last card?)

=,=

2009-01-22T22:19:00.002+09:00

AH! I really should be blogging on my COM101 blog instead of this now!
But I can't help it!!! I don't know what to write!!! omg *faints*

Maybe it's because my language is really h_rr_bl_. (fill in the vowels)
I really need to brush up on my language...
what to write what to write.

And this is freaking weird..
but currently my favorite module for this sem is....
...
...
...
...
...
MTH115

Yes you got it right man! Maths. Weird right???

Oops. First post in 2009 and i spend it on random school stuffs.

Last day of 2008.

2008-12-31T15:22:00.004+09:00

Last day of 2008 already!!! A lot of things happened this year too but overall, it ain't that bad.

Now to review what my resolution for 2008 was and if i did accomplish it.

~~1. Love myself more.~~

I think i did it! I'm getting more and more positive. I don't know why too!!! It's just like some kind of positive energy just pulled me in. All I can say that having a aim really helps. 8D

~~2. Be brave.~~

I did breakthrough on that too! :D
I hope I can further improve next year too.

~~3. Save up~~

Actually my aim was to save up to go to Japan so it sort of came true cuz i DID went to Japan this year....8D

~~4. Get my driving license~~

DONE! 8D

~~5. Control my temper~~

I'm still not very good at it but I'm slowly improving. I must say the DYB camp handbook totally made me lose my cool.

Now for what I've accomplished this year XDXD:

- Got contact lense
- Got driving license
- Went to Japan.
- Turned more positive.
- Success in DYB Camp.
- Bonded more with DYB peeps.
- Turned 21. :(

Basically something like this?
Now for my resolution this year...

1. Study Hard

This is a definitely must have. Since I'm starting school soon, I really must start working hard! >.<. It's been quite some time since I really studied so I might not be used to it. But nevertheless! I shall try my best! For the sake of my dreams!

2. Start learning Japanese

It's time I start learning Japanese for real. If I want my dream to come true I better start doing something too. Sure I can recognize Hiragana, Katakana and a few simple japanese words. But it's time for me to start to learn how to use them and how to actually speak complete sentences. I want to get pass JLPT! 8D

3. Keep in contact with old friends

I don't want friends to just come and go in my life. I want them to stay in my life for good. It's always sad that people always drift apart when they start to go separate ways. I don't like that feeling of not having a true friend. Not saying that I don't have any...but it's just kinda sad for me to see friends drift apart.

4. Go to Japan

This is going to be really difficult with recession and stuff but I think I should write this down anyway. Because I realise that once I made a resolution I will try my best to fulfil it. I guess this means I really need to save like crazy again to go there. I was hoping to go for one of NEWS concert but oh well...we'll see how it goes....I don't wanna fangirl alone during their concert too...>.<

5. Catch my first ever concert

If it's possible. >.>
Misia came to Singapore this year and that is like the biggest (I rather call it only) Jpop event of the year. Hopefully this can open doors to the rest of the Jpop artiste in the upcoming year. There's rumours of Arashi coming to Singapore or Malaysia next year and I think I will probably go to their concert if they ever come!

If they ever go to Malaysia, let's gather all the Arashi fangirls and plan a trip!!!

6. DYB Zoo Trip

We keep procrastinating and procrastinating. So it's time for some action.
ZOO TRIP EVERYONEEE!!!!

That's basically my resolution for the year.
Actually I think I've changed quite a bit over this year.
And weirdly, I have to say Tegoshi kinda inspired me.

If a boy can have the determination to change from THIS:

TO THIS:

I believe I can too!
Not just on the outside but my personality too.
More good less bad. But still maintain the unique-ness of my personality so that people know who I am. 8D

In short....~~NEWS~~ I wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-12-16T23:55:00.002+09:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...:

KEITA TACHIBANA (yes i do remember)

*inserts temporary imaginary banner*

hope w-inds.can really improve much much more :D
At least i'm addicted to "CAN'T GET BACK"

Propose.

2008-12-12T21:39:00.002+09:00

One of the songs that I'm freaking addicted to these days.
One of those proposal songs :D

TUBE --- プロポーズ (Propose)

泣いたり笑ったり
いろんな季節二人で
越えて来たね
僕が落ち込めば
いつもそばで
黙っていてくれた

一日がまるで
十年みたいそんな日々
がむしゃらに夢だけ
追いかけた
君がいなきゃ
出来なかったよ

※僕よりも僕の事を知ってる
神様よりも君だよ
愛してるなんかじゃ
足りない想い
カタチにしたくて
約束したくて
君だけに君だけに※

いつも無理して
僕にくれた笑顔に
どれだけ癒されて守られて
辿り着いた　今この瞬間(とき)

誰よりも愛の意味を知ってる
世界で一人君だよ
ありがとうなんかじゃ
足りない気持ち
証にしたくて
誓いにしたくて
これが僕のプロポーズ

遠回りばかりしたけれど
想い出と涙の数だけ
幸せにしてあげたい誰より
君をこの手で抱きしめ守りたい

(※くり返し)

証にしたくて
誓いにしたくて
これが僕のプロポーズ

Translations:

Laughing and crying
The two of us have passed through
Many different seasons together
When I'm down
You're always silently
At my side

In those days when
A single day felt like 10 years
We recklessly
Followed only our dreams
If you hadn't been there
I couldn't have done it

You know me better than I do
Better than god does
I feel that saying "I love you"
Isn't enough
I want to put this into some kind of form
I want to make a promise
To you, to you only

You always overdo it
The smiles that you've given me
How many times have they cured me, and watched over me
And now, we've arrived at this moment

You know the meaning of love better than anyone
Better than anyone in the world
I feel that saying "thank you"
Isn't enough
I want to give you proof
I want to make you a vow
That's my proposal

It's a roundabout way of saying things
But I want to make you happy, more than anyone
With so many memories and tears
I want to hold you, and protect you with my own hands

You know me better than I do
Better than god does
I feel that saying "I love you"
Isn't enough
I want to put this into some kind of form
I want to make a promise
To you, to you only

I want to give you proof
I want to make you a vow
That's my proposal

Translation credits to : Mognet.net

Random post

2008-12-11T01:14:00.003+09:00

I know I really should be blogging about my 21st birthday and the DYB camp soon...but I can't help it!!! I want to blog about random stuffs!!! yes I'm weird....LOL

I've been surfing the web all day and looking at things that I wish I can have but couldn't get. XDXD. Look at these official drama goods!!!

Check out this hp strap! I think it's in this ROOKIES special boxset thing or something like that. It's so cute!!

And then here's the thumbdrive for BLOODY MONDAY. It's really cool too!! I like the "SAVE THE DATA" text. It's kinda funny cuz the rest of the goods are like "SAVE THE EARTH". Ok...I don't really know how to explain it but you get the idea(?).....

TADAAA!!! A laptop! But it's not any laptop! It's the hp laptop and they have these special stickers which is related to the BLOODY MONDAY drama...again....XDXD...And why is this not a normal laptop...????

It's the same model as the one that Miura Haruma is using in the show~~~XDXD

RANDOMMMMM!!!
After that..I was surfing style-arena and found 6%DOKIDOKI. This shop looks freaking cool. And again...I'm surfing around their online store and I found some really cute stuffs!

Check out this pretty watch! But too bad it's sold out already..I find it really cute~~

Check out this cute strawberry ring!!! But too bad...It's sold out too! ):
If I see anything like this I would probably buy it.

HAIRCLIPS!! So cute!!! I really need to shop for hairclips soon...don't know how many times I've been repeating this.

I found something interesting today too!!! Topaz which is the birthstone for November. I didn't know that blue topaz existed. And it's soooo pretty!!!

Pure topaz is transparent but is usually tinted by impurities; typical topaz is wine or straw-yellow, pale gray, or pink. They may be made white, gray, green, blue, pink or reddish-yellow and transparent or translucent.

Yellow topaz is the traditional November birthstone, the symbol of friendship.

Sky blue topaz, often simply called "blue topaz", it is the most common seen in jewelry. Its color is fairly similar to that of top-quality aquamarine, but without aquamarine's gray components. Its also available in a wide range of sizes.

It's all very pretty right??? The colour just looks so calming somehow....

And another pretty stone is Amethyst! It's the birthstone for February.

Amethyst is the birthstone associated with February. It is also associated with the astrological signs of Pisces, Aries (especially the violet and purple variety), Aquarius, and Sagittarius. It is a symbol of heavenly understanding, and of the pioneer in thought and action on the philosophical, religious, spiritual, and material planes.

I LOL-ed at the angel wings one...It looks really funny...but hey~~ the stone is pretty~~~ people do use it for feng shui stuffs.

What a random post...=.=
I should really really update on my birthday soon. I hope..XDXDXDXD..

Info on birthstones: Wikipedia

Frustrated,

2008-11-13T15:15:00.004+09:00

Feeling frustrated about the Camp handbook.

Frustrated. Frustrated. Frustrated.

Because of it I haven't been watching my dramas since last week.
Because of it I'm missing loads of albums up for downloads.
Because of it I have a lagging computer.
Because of it I blow up on 1111 and it was supposed to be a happy day.
Because of it I think I'm actually whacking things in instead of actually designing.

Seriously. More people need a crash course on Photoshop so that next time if we need to do any designing, people can stop turning their heads to look at me.

I am not a pro. >_>

Not that I'm complaining...oh actually yes I'm complaining.

At least provide me with the right text in Simplified Chinese so it can actually save me the trouble of re-typing everything and there won't be ? appearing in the file.

It saves everyone the trouble if there isn't any problem with the info that needs to be put in.

I'm not angry with anyone. Just very angry with the handbook. And I need to rant it out.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEGO NYAN~~~

2008-11-11T01:16:00.004+09:00

裕也！！！お誕生日おめでとう～～～～
Hope you receive the letter that I sent. (Not as if he's reading it but oh well...)

BIRTHDAY BANNERSS~~!
Can't choose between this 2..similar designs but I don't know which is nicer.

XDXDXDXD
and presenting to you...

10 REASONS WHY I LOVE TEGOSHI YUYA!
(Not according to any particular sequence)

#1: His Cuteness.

He's just so cute!!! He can be cute/pretty/handsome/slutty/hot. You name it. He got it. (Or maybe I'm just biased)

#2: His Hotness.

*nosebleeds*...

#3: His Collar Bone.

Yes. One of my personal favorite fetish. =X
The collar bone.

#4: His Hands.

Another one of my personal favorite. His hands....XDXDXD....I can't describe why though...

#5: His Voice.

His voice is great. I love to hear him sing. TOTALLY ROCKS!

#6: His Talent.

He sings well, he plays the guitar, he writes his own song ( although the lyrics are....)....he acts...XDXD etc.etc.etc.

#7: His Mischievousness.

He can be so mischievous just like a small boy. And that is soooo cute.. XDXD

#8: His seriousness

Just look at his face when he's serious. He can be funny, mischievous and all but hey!!! He still got a serious side.

#9: His Smile.

I LOVE HIS SMILE!!!! His face when he's laughing just makes me wana laugh along! A smile like this can totally brighten up my day.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST....
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#10: HIS CHILDISH DRAWINGS

That is a picture of him drawing...
The real drawing is here:

Isn't it funny? It's just so...childish....=X...Cause only a child draws like this...hahha XDXD....But I think it's cute that he tries so hard to draw but the things that come out just looks like this...

and of course those 10 are not the only reasons why I love him!!! He's so kind too!!! and and!!!! His harmlessly self-centered self. AND AND!!! HOW MUCH HE HATES LOSING!!!! I hate losing sometimes too....and to quote from Tegoshi:

"Although it is always said that creating memories are more important than victories, but I personally feel that it is meaningless if you don’t win."

Translations credit to :reikou-chan @ LJ

I totally agree to that cause I feel the same way too....just that probably not everyone agrees with it though...

IN SHORT!!!

HAVE A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!
(omg I'm so biased this is the longest birthday post for idols ever.)

BLOG BLOG BLOG!

2008-11-09T04:11:00.002+09:00

This is going to be another fangirling entry? MAJOR FANGIRLING! *as usual*

DRAMAS THAT I'M WATCHING THIS SEASON WOOHOOO!!!!
(*Posted in no particular sequence)

BLOODY MONDAY

LIKE DUH! MIURA HARUMA IS IN THIS SHOW! LOL. He's so freaking cute in there...hohohoho~~~ and this show is kinda action-packed with lotsa mind games stuff. It's really nice!

Check out the posters:

Image credits to: 佐藤健's blog (I'm like stalking their blogs cuz of the pics. XDXD)

*melts* I would die for these posters...but anyway~~~ even the official goods from this drama rocks.... SAVE THE EARTH MANNNN~(I don't think I'm saving it though cuz I use the computer excessively to ~~fangirl~~ do work.)

NEXT UP!!

RYUUSEI NO KIZUNA

AND LIK OF CUZ I'M WATCHING IT CUZ RYO IS IN HERE! DUH DUH DUHHHHHH!!! HAHAHAH XD *goes crazy*

It's a not too bad show...just that the re-capping of their past is like...urghh...kinda boring to me....

BUT FOR THE EYE CANDY! XDXD

OH! MY GIRL!

MOCOMICHI UH-HUH UH-HUH!!! His hair is really nice in this show..XDXD....Well I find this show kinda cute :D ...It's better than I thought it's going to be...hehe...

GIRA GIRA

EYECANDYYYY!!!! UH...no no...please don't misunderstood me...not the uncle in the middle ok...I'm watchin this show cuz of...

See the guy circled in red??? See MIURA SHOHEI???? Help y'all zoom in huhhhh~~~

This is him:

Been stalking his blog too..muahahahah...some people think he looks like a girl...>_<...but noooooo~~~ I think he's just a pretty boy~~ so cutee!!and his voice is lik sexy! HAHAHAH XD

SCRAP TEACHER

Watching this show cuz YAMADA RYOSUKE is in it..but SADLY!!!!! I think the drama is just *thumbs down*....I'll give it a *thumbs up* for the cute singing-out-of-tune Yamada's moments but storyline wise...gosh...

How many times are we going to watch a show with a GTO / Gokusen -like teacher. We have Gachi Baka, Seito Shokun...what else...*rolls eyes*

AND YESSSS....I just found out that Hiroki Narimiya just set up a blog this month.
Like it's right here: http://ameblo.jp/h-narimiya/

Love him. Some say he's gay. Some say he's bi.
To me he's just a SUPERB ACTOR AND A MAJOR EYECANDY WHO NEVER GROWS OLD JUST LIKE DAIGO!

Ending my entry here..shall update more tmr. XDXD

(To my friends who have been pestering me for my wishlist..haha XD..check out the wishlist link under random on the left hand side of my blog.)

2008-11-06T03:42:00.003+09:00

My song of the week. So addicted to this song.

目の前にいる君が少し輝き
周りが見えない
私達は何所にいるの

ざわめき始めた背景の中に
まだ消えないでね
もう何にも聞こえない
But I can feel you breathe

驚くほど気まぐれな展開に少しだけ
私らしくない期待をしてる

I wanna be here eternally
このまま見つめあっていたい
I can feel you close to me
いつまでもそばにはいられない
この瞬間だけはずっと永遠に

戦いに出かける前の一休み
あなたと過ごしたい
約束は今度会えた時に
Can you hear me breathe

驚くほどではない展開にも
感動しちゃう時が誰にだってある

I wanna be here eternally
誰にも見つからない所に
I can see you’re all I need
明日まで助けはいらない
この瞬間さえもきっと just a fantasy

I can feel you close to me
あの場所に帰れなくなっても
今の気持ちだけはずっと永遠

I wanna be here eternally
Come on give it to me
I can see you are all I need
この瞬間だけは永遠に

Standing before my eyes, you begin to shine a little
I can't see around me
Where are we?

Into the background that begins to murmur
Please don't disappear yet
I can't hear anything
But I can feel you breathe

For this surprisingly whimsy development
I'm anticipating a little which is unlike me

I wanna be here eternally
I wanna stay like this, gazing at each other
I can feel you close to me
But I can't stay by your side forever
At least this moment will last eternally

A brief break before the battle
I want to spend it with you
Promises are for the next time we meet
Can you hear me breathe

For even developments not worth surprise
There are times when everybody is moved

I wanna be here eternally
To a place no one will find us
I can see you're all I need
I don't need help until tomorrow
Even this moment is probably just a fantasy

I can feel you close to me
Even if we can't return to that place anymore
My feelings now will last eternally

I wanna be here eternally
Come on give it to me
I can see you're all I need
At least this moment will last eternally

Lyrics credits to: Jpopasia.com

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYO-CHAN~~

2008-11-03T15:08:00.003+09:00

Gosh..I actually feel very high today just because it's Ryo's birthday~~

亮ちゃん！！！
お誕生日～おめでとう～！！

Love your poison tongue, love your straight-forwardness, love your shyness.
Love your good acting, love your personality, love your CODE. (don't worry tegoshi. Love you too. XDXD)

YOU ARE THE SEXY OSAKA MANNNN~

ALL THE BEST FOR THE WINTER CON~~~

A vibrant birthday banner just for Ryo:

Still struggling with the fan letter for tegoshi...I think it's my 3rd draft already...*faints*

Fangirling!!!

2008-10-09T01:20:00.006+09:00

Forgot to blog about this the other day...
I just mosaic out my face since it's really ugly...and I was too lazy to take a new picture that time.. =(

woohooo!!! Officially licensed to drive~~ But I didn't really drive around yet...>_<..o well~~~ one day I shall ask my dad to let me drive a lil bit more on the road... =D *ticks off '08 resolution*

And now....major fangirling!!!!! check out this new actor Miura Shohei!!!

He looks so cute!!!! He reminds me of Kame during the Gokusen 2 period sooo much...XDXD...*adds in to guys-to-look-out-for list*...anyway his 1st drama is actually Gokusen 3....and I actually finished that whole drama cause of him...Gokusen 3 is really crappy...it's time for them to end it....forever...

Anyway after sometime I realise that Miura Shohei actually really resembles Daigo Stardust!
About a few ago I saw this magazine and the 1st thing I thought was..."Miura Shohei on the cover?!?!"

And after I excitedly grabbed the magazine....I realize it says Daigo...and soon after when I was watching NEWS on HEYx3.....He appeared...*dinggg*

And then they were talking about Tegoshi copying his signature hand move and Tegoshi says that yes he likes Daigo a lot and anything Tegoshi like = I like.

Here's a older pic of Daigo I found....Tried to save it from it's lousy quality but apparantly I'm still not good enough so this is the best that I can do....He looks like Kame in here..I think...heheh..hot right? XDXD

This is one of his newest pic....still freaking hot...great skin....wooot! *nosebleeds*
and guess how old he is???

23? nahh...

25??
No...not 25....

HE'S FREAKING 30!!! LIKE OMG...he's 30 and he looks like 23 lor!!!!! wonder if they actually go for b_ t _ x (fill in the blanks. one vowel.)

Don't see I fangirling over Miura Shohei and Daigo...I still faithful to Tegoshi ok? (oops tachibana is dropping on my list)

Like my god laaaa~~~ He's so cute in here...XDXD....and Ryo's Sousuke side is actually showin!!!
This is what you get for trying to sabotage others naughty Tegoshi....He put tabasco sauce in the cake that they're making.....(not like anyone is interested to know)

See!!! He's so cute!!! How to resist!!!!
And then the next second he can turn into some kind of sexy god with eyes sending electrical waves....

My heart stopped beating for a moment when I saw this picture!!! WOOOOOOOT!
woah~~~ really major fangirling in this post... =X =X

I can actually see some of the readers dozing off....*imagines* (do I even have readers?)

Aite...shall end my post with this hot pic of Tegoshi already....I can predict that my next post is going to be a fangirling post again...lalalalala~~~

Random Post.

2008-10-07T02:02:00.002+09:00

It seems that after I get to see Mori Chack during the toy convention and after I got his signature (see picture below) ...

I got even more obsessed with Gloomy Bear...XDXD
It's just so lovable.

Check out my new baby.... XDXDXD

I love it to bits bits bits!!!!!
I want to lie on a bed with ~~Tegoshi~~ and loads of Gloomy so bad!!!

And and!!!! Lately I just bought...

yesssssss....I bought it because NEWS have been promoting it...

Although I really do prefer the other packaging (It looks different from the one in Japan)..but oh well...at least I guess it smells the same. =D

生まれた事~ 出逢えた事~
今傍にいれる事｢ありがとう｣
君の Happy Birthday
1年に一度の魔法特別な日

I just can't get this song off my head nw~~ :D :D *sings along*

Sarcasm.

2008-09-24T16:11:00.002+09:00

I don't know why.

I feel sad. There is no point in living I rather die than to see him like that.

Have been sick for so long noone actually care. Doesn't matter even if I die they oso won't care...

I'm very scared...oso duno what I'm afraid of...this world is so unfair...some ppl get everything while some ppl don't' get any...

He suddenly came....I was so touched....don't know why I started crying....He's so sweet...

...

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...

Sounds familiar???? Extracted from the same "species" of people.
Yes..I'm a meanie and I'm bitchy. =D

Workplace

2008-09-07T01:19:00.004+09:00

A random post about my workplace.

Meet my supervisor. He's cute, he's hot...he's...
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NISHIKIDO RYO! And of course la~~ he's not my actual supervisor just my imaginary supervisor...HAHA~~ This uchiwa is now in my office and awww....*starts fangirling*

and this is my work space. And the legendary computer that I've been telling all my friends about.

RANDOM:

YUYA YUYA YUYA~
MY SUPERVISOR @ HOME! =X

Japan Trip Day 2 Part 2

2008-08-10T17:55:00.002+09:00

I've been procrastinating again~~~
Don't ask me why...I think I'm just plain lazy or I've been spending the time watching more jdramas or fangirling...lalalala~

It's been around 2 months since I've been back frm Japan. *sighs*

Part 2 of Japan trip day 2~ Here we go!

We went to this sake factory to tour around and see how sake is made. Actually we're not extremely interested in this since we don't really drink... =X

Some pictures of the making process. The people in the pictures are NOT REAL. Just in case anyone is curious. haha. It was a brief visit. We just walked around, sample the sake and off we go to the next destination~~~

On the way we saw lots of lawson convenience store~ Just had to take a picture of it since NEWS was featured in their commercial...hohoho

LAWSON!

And ta-daaaa! We're in Chinatown~ ( not the one in Singapore of course.) It kinda reminds me of Shanghai a lot.

And check out this black coloured buns. Weird right? They added the squid's ink into the bun so that it looks black. We heard it taste like any other normal buns but me and my sis really dare not try~~ >_<... it's so black!

Here we are walking on the streets of Chinatown. It still reminds me of Shanghai lots. The only difference is probably the people and the level of cleaniness... =X

A very cute cafe we saw in Chinatown. It's just so cute. Too bad we didn't have the time to sit down and have a cup of tea or something. Not much pictures were taken here since we were shopping too. XDXD

Next we headed to mosaic. The place is really pretty. Just look at the scenery...*faints* It's like Singapore's harbourfront aka vivo city only 1000000000000 times nicer. (p.s: I really love the 1st pic of that boat. ..so cute~)

This is how mosaic looks like. (Damn I feel like going back there again.)

Me with "totoro". This shop sells a lot of totoro related merchandise~ There're a lot of nice shops there too... we spend most of our time shopping there too...hahaha! We were running from shops to shops the whole time. (due to time limit =.=)

And more pics of me n my sis~

2 of my favourite pics from this place. It just looks so much like a secret/magical garden~

Very pretty ferry wheel. :D

And some random school boys. *coughs coughs*

We then headed to Dotombori for dinner. Check out this big crab! I heard that the food there is really good too....

The streets of Dotombori. There're so many variety of food to choose from. *feeling hungry again*

We finally settled on Gin Ryu Ramen...hehe....the tour guide told us that it's kinda famous too...so we decided to give it a try too!

It's cool. I always see this in tv shows/dramas but I've never get to use it...LOL....we make our payment using this machine and pass the receipt (order) to the people working there.

And yes...my bowl of char siew ramen....hohoho...It's the most delicious bowl of ramen i've ever eaten in my whole life. No. I'm not exaggerating. It is THAT delicious. After eating this...you will feel that ramen-ten is NOTHING. The char siew is lik OMG. Super nice! And the soup is really nice. Not like the ones in ramen-ten. (sorry for comparing but...really..)

Whenever I eat ramen at ramen-ten (Singapore), I can NEVER EVER finish it. But check this out. It was soo delicious that i regretted not getting the bowl with more char siew.

And how can we forget the super famous takoyaki. If you don't eat takoyaki in Osaka. You've never been to Osaka...hahaha~

Super delicious takoyaki. It's bigger than the ones in Singapore and the taste is different too...Despite the different taste it's still delicious!

We did walk around some shops in Dotombori and then it was back to our hotel. Was kinda sad that we didn't get to go to Shinsaibashi =( . But oh well...tour groups are like this...*sighs*

And ta-da...this is the end of day 2. Will try to update day 3 soon..takes some time for me to edit the pics but ~~~~ XDXD

After this entry I think I fell back into my dream world..can't stop thinking of Japan again...hahahah~~

HAPPY 19TH BDAY JUNNIE!

2008-07-26T02:18:00.002+09:00

HAPPY BDAY JUNNIE!!!!

Thanks for being in the fandom with me for 4 years and still counting...!!!

(p.s: not sure if you'll like the banner but I'm sure you'll love your present!!!)

HAPPY 21ST BDAY SHIGE!!!

2008-07-12T01:54:00.002+09:00

I'm a little late but oh well...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIGE!

HAPPY 22ND BDAY MASUDA!!!

2008-07-04T01:44:00.002+09:00

マス！！！
お誕生日おめでとう！

I was tagged!!!

2008-06-23T22:48:00.002+09:00

Since I've been tagged by Amanda 2 times! I have to do this now..hahah

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'll be angry 1st I think... HAHAHA... I will give him one tight slap in the face...LOL! Then it will take some time but I will get over him...lol...

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
That all my dreams come true?

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
I don't know. LOL.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yes. Very.

#5. what's your ideal lover like?
JAPANESE! haha..jkjk..it depends I guess...?

#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I don't know. lol.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I'll give up.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days？
Actually I've been rather happy lately...

#10. Is being tagged fun?
Uh.........I don't know...

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Seriously I don't know...

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family, friends and idols..AHHAAH

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
She's a fun person and we get along well..XDXD

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
I think I rather be rich and single. I can have flings? LOL

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
I open my eyes...

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
I don't know cuz I've never been in one.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Nah...I would never fall in love with 2 people simultaneously.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
Someone who I can really get along with w/o feeling awkward.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
People who whines, very irritating, show-off, back-stabber and etc...

Tagged by: Amanda

8 super duper very extremely lucky people:
Jiayi
Hui
Zijun
Hua
Li Nah
Denise
Mun yee
Cornelia

(I don't think they will see/do it anyway..hahah)

and now the 2nd quiz....zzzz

01. What have you been doing recently?
Watchin shows, Learning driving, fangirling (oops..I forgt that is something that I've been doing everyday)

02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
Nope.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
I think I was still sleeping.

04. When did you last cry?
Last Tuesday.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Not that much.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Money. $$$. HAHAHA

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
If it's only drizzling I'll probably be too lazy to carry the umbrella.

08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My bolster and scamper.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
Shorts.

10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
I don't know..LOL

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I don't know.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
I don't think so.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Hmm... Kungfu Panda. HIII-YAA!

14. What are you proud of?
My fandom. HAHA

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
I don't know. I think it's some forwarded message.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
ひとりぼっちのハブラシ --- 長瀬智也 (Hitoribocchi no haburashi by Nagase Tomoya..I'm listening to it now..so..heee...)

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Xuan/ Xuannie.

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
I don't remember.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
Don't remember too.

20. Are you currently happy?
Quite happy..haha

21. Who gives you best advice?
My sis?

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I think I did once.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Noone.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
I don't think so...

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
I can't remember. haha.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Nope.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
My sis?

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Hmmm....

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Too much to list.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Nahhhh...

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
Yea...I've been doing it for years and pigs can fly.

32. What is the colour of your room?
White?

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Nahh..I wouldn't kill him/her. I would make him/her wish he/she is better off dead..HAHAHA..yes I am very evil.

34. Do you believe in the saying ‘talk is cheap’?
I don't know.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
Me.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
I can't remember. But I hugged my mum just now.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
No. And the only thing I kiss are my soft toys.

38. Do you have a life?
Of course.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn’t?
Don't think so.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
You mean the song in my blog? Cause NEWS is the LOVE and this song is so romantic. XD

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Hiroki Narimiya. HAHAHA. It's true I dreamt of him last night.

42. Last time you smiled?
I think I smile everyday so....

43. Have you changed this year?
Yea. I stopped littering after I came back from Japan. lol.

44. What are you listening right now ?
ひとりぼっちのハブラシ --- 長瀬智也 ( Yes I am still listening to it.)

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
MSN: Zijun and Adeline. Real life: My sis.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Open.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
Too many.

48. Do you want someone you can’t have?
HAHAHA. There are LOADS of guys I want but I can't have..HAHAHAHA

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Piano? But I stopped when I was 10 I think. OH! and the recorder!!! Played it in primary school.

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in week?
None.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm??
I was watching Fahrenheit 9/11.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
No love life. I'm happy with my life now.

53. What song best describe your love life?
None...(when is this going to end...)

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
I have no crush right now.

55. Who always make you laugh?
Family, friends and my idols..HAHAA

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
English, Mandarin, Singlish... hehe

57. Favourite website?
news_jpop LJ, jpop_uploads LJ, music_and_more, btpig, pupe.jp...etc

58. What's your middle name?
Zi Xuan.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Meet Hua and watch a movie. XD

60. What do you think you are like?
A typical scorpio.

61. Who will you choose to die with?
HUH?!

62. Where have you been today?
Shopping.

63. What game do you play often?
I don't really play games now...

64. Who are you missing right now?
No one in particular.

65. If you’ve to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
Friends?

66. What are you doing right now?
This quiz. My god it's long and I'm dying.

67. Which primary school are you from?
Pei Chun Public School.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Purple, Purple and PURPLE.

69. What emotion you like to show?
Happy?

70. What is your life to you?
I don't know but I think it's interesting and fun.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Think about it.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Zijun and Adeline.

73. Who do you admire most?
Too many to list.

74. Which month are you born in?
November.

75. How are you feeling right now?
Bored of this quiz.

76. What is the time now?
10.46pm.

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is??
Fun, nice person to hang out with.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
I don't dye my hair and I don't intend to.

79. Why are you doing this test?
Cuz Amanda tagged me and she's asking me to do it...lol

80. What do you do when you’re moody?
Listen to music and go out alone so I can sort out my thoughts.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
Not up to me to decide.

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
Friends.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
I really don't know. Probably spend it with my friends and family.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
My sis.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Sometimes.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
I don't know which to choose from.

87. What is your goal for this year?
Get my driving license.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
Don't know.

89. What feeling do you love most?
Happy!

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yes yes yes.

91. What feeling you hate the most?
I don't know.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes.

93. Do you believe in god?
I'm still not that sure.

94. Who cares for you most?
Family.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
There are a lot of importnat thing in my life so...I can't choose one.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
huh?

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Quite a few.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Sad?

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
I answered this just now in the other quiz.

100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
GLAD THAT THIS IS FINALLY FINISHED!

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.
Next list 10 people whom you would want them to do this, at the end of the post.
Notify them In their tag box that he/she has been tagged.

1. -
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -
6. -
7. -
8. -
9. -
10. -

I'm not adding a question cuz I'm too lazy to think of one and I'm not tagging anyone cause this quiz is soooo long. But anyone who is really bored can do this.

Japan Trip Day 2 Part 1

2008-06-19T23:26:00.002+09:00

I'm finally blogging away...have been procrastinating again..hahahha~~~I've split day 2 into 2 parts due to the amount of pics I'm going to post...

Ahh...just looking at the pics makes me wanna go back there again~~

So here we go!!!

And so this is a pic I took when we just reached Japan. *sighs*
I think I'm so happy at that time and I just can't stop feeling excited....really wanted to scream but people might think that I'm crazy..hahaha

Here's a pic i took with my sis at the Narita airport...It was kinda sad that we spent almost half of the day in airports/planes since we need to get a domestic flight to Osaka. It was really tiring...but oh well...in this pic we are still feeling excited and all...

And so after about an hour in the bus, we reached the other airport...it's the place where we take the domestic flight to Osaka!

*ほんでもってそんでまいどあり
オレラ商売繁盛えぇ環境大繁盛*

(Can't stop thinking of this song when I was in Osaka. Anyway it's Sukiyanen Osaka by kanjani8)

If you're wondering how the super wonderful toilet bowls looks like?

Here's a pic of one of them. Just look at the sets of buttons beside it. There's quite a few functions and we were kinda amazed by it...lol....And by the way,their toilets are really clean. So clean that it made me feel that the toilets in Singapore are...oh well...~~dirty~~ not as clean...

A random pic of this pikachu bento just cause it's way too cute....XD

Sadly our flight was delayed so we had to hang around the airport a bit more....but even the shops in the airport intrigues me....ooooo~~~

Finally we're off to our 1st stop. The Osaka castle.

We need to walk a distance before reaching the castle but it was all worth it...The weather was great and we enjoyed the walk.

And finally we reached our destination....we were really hungry by that time...lol..

This is a pic of their museum. It's not being used anymore but it looks great...kinda remind me of some Jdramas...like a detective show or something...

And yes....this is a picture of a tree BUT it's not any ordinary tree...I heard it's a few hundred years old already...*prays to tree*

Another random pic I would like to share just cuz it's so Japan-ish.

And this is our lunch.....A bento set....It was really delicious except that the bento was kind of cold. Only the rice and the udon is warm. But overall it was still good....

Some of the pics we took of the Osaka castle...It's really pretty...>_<

Our 1st encounter with the vending machines in Japan. The packaging of the drinks are really all very cute...there are even more amazing vending machines that I'll post later...

More random Japan-ish pictures.

This is a place where wedding ceremonies are held. Ahhh~~~Something that I usually see only in Jdramas....

They have this train thingy which just looks so cute....@_@

Just look at the place in general...even the flowers look especially pretty....

Mostly a pic-based entry but I hope it entertained y'all.....more updates on day 2 soon...I hope? lol

Japan Trip Day 1

2008-06-09T23:16:00.002+09:00

Oooo~~~ I'm back frm Japan last thursday...has been sleeping quite a lot so I didn't update my blog as soon as I got back...

Seems like my biological clock has been reset after the trip to Japan...Even my appetite has grown...

A short summary of Japan before I start posting all the pics...

In short:

- The place is freaking clean.
- The people are super polite except for a few minority.
- Their service was great.
- The food is so good.
- Most of the guys are cute/hot.
- Most of the girls are pretty/cute.
- The toilet is super super clean/good/high-tech.

I love Japan. And now after this trip I love this country even more and I swear I'll save like crazy to go there next year again.

I'll start with day 1. But oh well...bascially day 1 was spent on the airplane...so....here are the pics:

We took this pic before we got on the plane..was kinda tired already so we might look kinda crappy..lol.

Check out the snacks they give out in ANA...it's nice..it's not just nuts but kinda a mixture japanese crunchy snacks. Kinda like the packaging too...haha

The view is really pretty...too bad we can't get a better pic since we didn't get the window seat.

Our vegetarian plane food. We had to order the vegeterian meal due to some reasons but it taste pretty good.

and check out the playlist for this station. Japanese songs~ woohoo!! I'm listening to Niji by the way...they even had a station with a special on Ayaka.

Me and my sis on the plane...we're freakin tired as it was really difficult to slp on the plane...I had to put down the table and sleep on it...that's how bad it was. =(

That's all for day 1...spent on the ANA plane...

yes this is a boring post but I promise you starting from the next one it is goin to get good~~~

:D

Up, up and away!

2008-05-30T16:10:00.002+09:00

Finally!
Up till now I can't believe I'll be flying to my favorite dream country.

Just thinking about the food makes me hungry....

and just thinking about breathing the same air as them excites me...

To end this short lil entry....
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YAMAPI SAYS......

HAPPY 15TH BDAY YAMADA!!

2008-05-10T01:10:00.002+09:00

Ahhhh..I'm a day late for this post...>_<
Didn't manage to get home earlier so..ahhh

but anyway

HAPPY 15TH BDAY YAMADA RYOSUKE!!!!
GROW TALLER SOON!!!

It's kinda been a great day...will update more again in a few days time~~ XD

HAPPY 24TH BDAY KOYAMA!!! and HAPPY LABOUR DAY~!

2008-05-01T18:48:00.002+09:00

As promised I'm here to post koyama's bday banner...yayyyyy~~~

HAPPY 24th BDAY KOYAMA!!!!

and something extra...

HAPPY LABOUR DAY EVERYONE~~~

Just something random...

this drama season has been driving me crazy.....so many nice dramas...and so little free space in my computer..=.=.....

recommended dramas for this season:
- Last Friends
- Zettai Kareshi
- Rookies

This 3 dramas are extremely nice!!!

(*p.s: Next entry will be on 9th May, Yamada's bday....hohoho... *major fangirling mode*)

HAPPY 23RD BDAY YAMAPI!!!

2008-04-09T01:31:00.006+09:00

Since my NewS fandom has been rising....I decided to make bday banners for every member of NewS this year!!! WOOHOOO!

It's been so long since I've been doin this so I'm not sure if it looks really good..haha....but oh well~~~

and sorry to the readers who have been anticipating my updates on the pictures oh well...I'll post them all together in may i guess...XDXD

here goes:

HAPPY 23RD BDAY YAMAPI!!!!

although your trip to korea has been kinda a disaster but oh well....I still wish you a happy birthday!!!! (not as if he's going to read it anyway but...)

and "last friends" is finally starting tmr!!!!!!

Although Ryo is going to be acting as a guy who beats up his gf aka Masami (I wish they paired him with Asami instead)..I just got a feeling that this drama is going to be good....I hope it's gd....

DRAMA SEASON! COME COME! MY BT IS VERY LONELY NOW!

(*P.S: nxt post will be in 1st of May, Koyama's bday)

Last day of 2007

2007-12-31T16:47:00.000+09:00

Time really flies by...it's the last day of 2007 already!

Time for a short reflection and to think about my new year's resolution.

A lot of things has happened this year...there's my graduation, confrontations, my 1st trip overseas w/o parents, my 1st driving lesson etc...It's been a pretty good year.

Graduation. I keep wishing that I will graduate soon when I was in year 2...cuz it was so stressful and all...but now that I've graduated..I wish I could go back to sch....I miss my friends. I miss the times we gossip. I miss the carefree life when I don't have to think about the future. oh gosh. I miss poly life. =(

But oh well...I'm trying hard to get another gathering for 0405 and I hope that this time it will be successful and that people don't last minute pon seh me. 0405 peeps...please don't disappoint me again.

This year's confrontations was...well...hmmm...interesting? I'm pretty glad that things work out in the end although I know that there will always be a gap between me and those people.

Especially during one of the confrontations I had. I totally lose my cool. haha. But I'm glad I did what I did. If I didn't get it all out of me, I wouldn't feel good right now.

My 1st trip overseas with my sis (no parents) was v.liberating. I feel that the trip has made us both more independent and oh well...it was fun...but we get real homesick sometimes too. But I don't mind doing it again. esp the shopping and eating part. =X

There's still a lot of things that actually happened but these are basically the main events that I think really affected me. Of course I've learnt even more things this year. And I didn't regret doing what I did. No regrets in 2007 .

And for now...my new year's resolution:

1. Love myself more.

And why is that so? Cause I have low confidence level sometimes. I don't know why too...sometimes i can be so confident of myself..but sometimes I can hate myself so much for not being able to do something.

2. Be brave.

I'm improving a lot in this throughout the years esp.this year i guess. But I know I can do better. There's still a handful of things that I'm too afraid to do. And I hope I can breakthrough that sometime soon.

3. Save up

Why do I need to save up? TO GO TO JAPAN OF COURSE!!!! I can't think of what I really really want to do in the future besides that.

4. Get my driving license

Sounds kinda impossible but I'm goin to try!!!

5. Control my temper

I think I'm getting better at that too. But I still threw my temper a few times this year...haha...sorry to those who I threw my temper to esp.my sis. She always get scolded by me and all...haha..but oh well...I will try harder next year...but that doesn't mean I'm goin to change my personality. I'm still the same old zi xuan who feels angry for my friends and family when they are not treated fairly. I'm still the same old zi xuan who you can't underestimate. :)

aite! I'm posting this before I'm going out. The next post will be a super long and massive pic spam post!

cheerios to all and enjoy your last day of 2007.

Happy 22nd birthday keita~!

2007-12-16T16:43:00.000+09:00

Not a real blog entry but just an entry to wish Keita a happy 22nd birthday....

Surprised that I remembered? hohoho

Here's a birthday banner for his birthday (looks kinda crappy though)

I still do wish him a happy birthday..if it's not because of him I wouldn't be listening to jpop now...and I really really wish that they will do better next year...w-inds. have been kinda disappointing me this year. (Love is the greatest thing totally killed me) =(

And oh well..my JE fandom is still high..so we'll see if the w-inds. fandom will get any better next year..oh well~

haven't been blogging since i start working..hehe....I really need to find a day to blog and post all those pictures...omg I'm so lazy....

real update

2007-11-15T02:30:00.000+09:00

5 reasons why I'm lazy to update:

1. I'm too lazy to edit and upload the pictures.
2. I'm busy fangirling.
3. Watching dramas /shows.
4. Busy looking for more things to dl
5. Too lazy to think of what to write.

but oh well....I can't let my new blogskin go to wasteeeee!!!! so I'm here to update again...

i don't really know what to write actually..haha..so i'll post some pics i guess...

1st off i wanna show y'all a new them i made for my DS...yayy~~~ featuring.....NewS!!!!

argh..it's getting late and i need to sleep soon..so i'll upload the rest of the pics tmr...

-TO BE EDITED LATER-

CONGRATULATIONS~!

2007-11-14T23:56:00.000+09:00

It's 14th November today~~~

The day when HEY! SAY! JUMP's debut single is released..
which oso means....the day of Yamada's debut!!!

~~I'm making a graphic right now and will be posting their rankings in oricon chart later...have to get this post up b4 15th November (Japan time) 1st..lol~~

Ta-da~~~I made this for Yamada's debut!

ok..mayb not..I just did this a few minutes ago actually....haha..cuz I'm so excited that they top the oricon charts......

(p.s: oh gosh..I just realised used red again....>__<....oh well...hoho..and a random note...yama-chan is just soo cuteeeee!)

you can see from the chart that they actually beat artistes like L'Arc~en~Ciel, DBSK (yayy they won dbsk), UVERworld and GReeeen...NewS don't really count as they've been on the charts for 7 days already...

I ordered the single too...hope it comes real soon...~~~

Will be posting my actual blog post soon.........

Mr. Children

2007-10-26T03:25:00.000+09:00

Not really a blog entry but just an intro to introduce this great band that I know last year...they've been around for quite long but I only start listening to their songs like last year...

I'm not exactly their hardcore fan..but I'm a big fan of their music...but too bad their cds/dvds don't have taiwan versions....
Their lyrics are great (after i checked the chinese translations frm fansites of course)....that's why I really love their songs so so much!

Mr. Children

They were formed in 1989 and debuted in 1992. And lots of famous artistes now actually listens to Mr.Children too. That's probably how famous they are. Just judging by the peak chart position of their albums you can see that. (refer to: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mr_Children)

I'm just so so addicted to them...If they had a taiwan version of their concert dvd I'll definitely buy it.

anyway here's a video of their new song..

and this is the chinese translation of it:

不要害怕啊
即使一邊用手觸摸也看不到光亮
孤單一人的黑夜
終究會有天明的時候

崎嶇的過去裡
遙望遠眺著的景色
跌倒站起來再仔細看看
不就快要到達了嗎

曾經你最喜歡的那一首歌
流唱在這城市裡
那是偶然給我的
一份不經意的禮物

啊啟程時的這首歌
下一步要往哪裡去呢?
我們會在某個地方重逢吧

總之先在這裡說聲再見吧
每當開始迷失於自己的時候
就和你說說話吧
但是就算你聽得見
不用回話也沒關係啊

失去了重要的東西
又再次找回到手裡
就像那樣地反覆般地
重複嶄新的體會

從今而後
淚水盈眶也好
相視而笑也好
即使說無法再像這樣了
終究還是會想和某人在一起

因為深愛著當下所以不要躊躇不前啊
就這樣地去刻畫著未來的每一天吧
無論身在何處也要繼續下去啊

祝賀著下一個開始
唱著這最後的一首歌
現在我正用力地揮舞著我的手

向過去的傷悲說聲再見
當疲憊不堪到停下腳步的時候
稍微回過頭看看吧
過去會在手伸不到的地方
推著你的背後向前啊

啊啟程時的這首歌
下一步要往哪裡去呢?
我們會在某個地方再次重逢吧
總之先在這裡說聲再見吧

每當就要迷惘於自我的時候
稍微把我想一點起來吧
對啊在我的身體裡
也還有笑容滿面的你啊

在我背後支持著我
因為還有綻放著笑容的你啊

and here's one that I really really love....just look at the chinese translations...it touched me soooo much..

revived~

2007-10-20T16:39:00.000+09:00

and yes. after 4729593 years of procrastinating...I'm finally getting myself to blog...and after 7928186590382062082 years of again yet more procrastinating....I finally made myself a new blogskin...

Wanted to make a purple skin with things I like in the banner..but somehow I got distracted and I end up with yamada ryosuke...haha..so predictable rite? And don't ask me why it's so red/pink....it just turn out that way...I've been making so many pink stuff lately...>_<

including a LJ community I set up to sell cds etc...*promotes so please click*

anyway....I got a free ds lite from edwin!!!!

1st time in my life I suddenly feel lik extremely glad that my sis found this bf....not that he's bad in the 1st place..i guess he was ok~ but now he's like extremely ok..hahahaha~~~ now i can save up for something else..hohoho~

Back to my fandom!!! I'm now so crazy over JE esp.NewS and Yamada Ryosuke...omg..LOL....I'm sorry w-inds. ...not that I don't like them anymore but I need something to spark my fandom again..hohoho~ I'm just such a fangirl and I just can't help it...>_<..even if I'm supposed to have pass the age of fangirling..hmm...but I don't think there's a limit for fangirling anyway~~

I did this quiz thingy on Yamada Ryosuke the other day and they have this cute little cert.tingy to certify your score and bla bla bla... this is what I got~~

and anyway..i decided to get rid of my bad habit of blogging with multiple colours...kinda looks irritating now..haha~~~ My blog is going to get revived...do check out my LJ too...I've been lazy to blog here cuz I just can't stand my keep tryin blogskin for thatperiod of time...thus = more entries in LJ...

ta da~~~

2007-07-22T01:46:00.000+09:00

=P

no pics in this post yet..will post it up by this week i hope? grad pics, bday pics etc etc...

hmm...met up with Mingjie yesterday...we still have quite a lot to tell each other though it's been some time since we've met...actually...i think she's the only secondary sch friend that I've really contacted...haha..pathetic isn't it?

but what Mingjie said was right...how deep one's friendship can't be estimated from the amount of years you know each other or the time you spent together. It's the connection i guess...sometimes friendship that comes too sudden will end v.sudden too...

lik for example...when i was in sec.2, i was v. close to this ger...everyday after sch we would hang out together..go to library together, gossip, lunch together and all...we were so close that even when she get sad..i will feel sad....when she cries, i cried with her...but our friendship just kinda ended. I don't know why. I don't hate her. She don't hate me too. It's just that our friendship wasn't strong enough i guess? So we became one of those hi-bye friends.

but well....i still have mingjie! and i would really like to thank her for not forgetting me. =D

this is the thing about friendship. you really nvr know when it ends. I don't contact any of my pri.sch friends..and for my sec.sch friends? i only contact one...so...

who knows about poly? I don't know. It's not that i don't have faith in my poly friends....but nothing last forever. of cuz i still wish to be friends with them forever!!! but well...you nvr know when you will get forgotten. THEN AGAIN...mayb it's just me who likes to think too much...

Sometimes i really feel that i'm too sensitive so that's why i've been thinking sooooooo much. and well....and i guess mayb i'm just a pessimistic person...i can laugh a lot...smile a lot and appear happy a lot of times in front of people but you will nvr know what i'm thinking.

and i guess that's the way i am . =D

aiteeee~ enough of this emo post...haven't wrote smth emo lik this for quite some time..hahaha...but well....maybe i'm writing it here cuz part of me wants people no know how i feel? a little abt hw i feel? haha....

nxt entry is goin to be pic post...~~~~

scary...

2007-06-29T01:49:00.000+09:00

The size of this thing scares me....

my mum claims that she gt this from the school...in the school's green house...

HOW DID IT GET SO BIG?!?! @__@

and yes this is edible!!!

小さな恋のうた

2007-06-27T17:31:00.000+09:00

ほら

あなたにとって　　大事な人ほど　　すぐそばにいるの

ただ　　あなたにだけ　届いてほしい　響け恋の歌

closer.

2007-06-25T17:42:00.000+09:00

I am sooo addicted to this song right now....it's on my stickam now too..

Closer by Travis

I've had enough
Of this parade
I'm thinking of
The words to say
We open up
Unfinished parts
Broken up
It's so mellow

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

*Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

Keep waking up (waking up)
Without you here (without you here)
Another day (another day)
Another year (another year)
I seek the truth (seek the truth)
We set apart (we set apart)
Thinking of
A second chance (a second chance)

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Repeat *
Lean on me now

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Repeat *

Lean on me now

Closer, closer
Closer, closer

When I 1st saw this mtv it juz makes me feel warm all over..haha! It just warms my heart..XD

and right now I am just so addicted to this song cuz when I'm listening to it I feel so calm. =)

Oops

2007-06-20T01:48:00.000+09:00

This entry is written not to anyone in particular but to a bunch of people who I find have a lack of personality.

Please stop being so fake. And please stop flaunting your atrocious English as if you're a pro in it.

I can say that my English is not good. But I'm sure its still better than them. And oh...I still prefer Singlish and I am proud of our nation "language" even though it's improper. And to me, mandarin is also a language I love cause I am proud of my own roots.

This doesn't mean I don't like English. English is really important in this society. But I don't act like I'm an American and blast hip hop songs in my mp3/handphone everyday. and personally. I don't really like massive amount of rap in a song. It's just me.

How do I put this across...hmm..well...I don't really know how to explain it...

And if people chose not to heed advise, it's their own problem too. Just don't come running to me when they regret it someday. Simple and sweet.

And again. This is no written to noone in particular. So don't come spam my blog scolding me cause it will be of no use.

Finally An UpdaTe...

2007-06-08T01:58:00.000+09:00

I'm finally updating..haha....wanna blog a bit on the bbq...

well..though it's supposed to be a 0405 one...it turned into a...i don't know..juz some bbq party..hehe...but i had fun talking and bbq-ing the food...it was fun...XD...and we went home lik around...3am? XDXD

but well anyway...the food was enough...we forced ourselves to finish ALL the food..and yes we did...hehe..

anyway...a few pics here....

we took this deserted route aka shortcut to wenhao's hse....it's almost lik a forest....@__@...and is going uphill..but well..the guys are carrying the heavy stuff so...*coughs coughs*

this is the kitchen in wenhao's hse....i really love it..it looks so country...XDXD....and i think the pink blur image is his mum...hmm...

the setup of the bbq in his backyard...i wonder if its call a backyard cuz its actually not tt big but well..haha..

that's aila...wenhao's dog...and u can see wandi's hands over there..only that it looks kinda invisible..@__@...val's camera really does weird things..or mayb its the hse....

something random in the house....=.=

supposed to be 0405 photo...but due to the fact that we forgt to tk this photo when everyone was there...it ended up being....^^"..i think this photo was takin at abt 2+am?...wahaha

alright..short entry here..mayb i haven blogged for too long tt i forgt how to blogged..HAHA...

OMFG!!!

2007-05-10T02:16:00.000+09:00

OMG OMG!!!!

I finally updated my links...!!

cleared some links that were unnecessary and added some too..hehe!

AND OMG....

I finally blogged one entry. hahaha...I'm really such a procrastinator.

Must have been too long since i've blogged that i've FORGOTTEN how to blog..haha...i need a new blogskin soon...i hope?

it's nice to breathe again~

CleaN ComP!!!

2007-03-21T15:29:00.000+09:00

woo hoo!!! I just finished reformatting my comp ysterday...its clean now..XD

and i realise i can blog using mozilla but not with IE....weird eh...

OMG!

2007-03-14T23:40:00.000+09:00

I CAN FINALLY BLOG ONCE!!!

but is because i'm using my mum's lappy..i think it's the only computer in my hse that is not infested with spyware...

my comp is officially dead...getting a 320gb harddisk tmr to backup my files..i will then reformat the stupid f*cking comp and hopefully i can blog then...

readers!! *i doubt any*

please check my last latest post on:

http://adrxuan.livejournal.com

OMG

2007-02-14T00:16:00.000+09:00

gosh...it's going to be v-day tml!

LOL!

I shall go out and enjoy myself still...who needs a bf to be happy anyway...=X

2007-01-19T19:47:00.000+09:00

GAH!!!

watched ラブ★コン (love complex) today..

MY TEPPEI FANDOM ROSE UP AGAIN! HE IS SOOO CUTE!!!!!

I am going to promote this movie!!!

http://www.lovecom-movie.com/==> movie official site

haha~

2007-01-14T20:44:00.000+09:00

take a look how my desktop look lik nw~~XDXD

the super cute chibi version wallpaper i gt from SilentReaper.deviantart XD

DEATHNOTE IS THE LOVE! ♥♥♥

what is clubbin.

2007-01-10T20:13:00.000+09:00

I know i'm supposed to update on shanghai all that..but then again..

why procrastinate when you can do it later? HOHOHOHO~

i'm too lazy to post the pics..haha....but anyway...really had lotsa fun in shanghai and made some new friends..keke..will write the details ltr..but well..XD..

what is clubbing?

club [kluhb] noun, verb, clubbed, club·bing, adjective
–noun

a nightclub or cabaret: Last night we went to all the clubs in town.

v. clubbed, club·bing, clubs

from Cambridge Advanced Learner's Dictionary

therefore, clubbing = going to a nightclub.

what is my version of clubbing?

highlight to see as the following words as they could be harmful/hurtful to ur fav.hobby/pastime. Don't LOOK if you might feel offended. =) ...you have been warned....

club [kluhb-bing]

1. noisy

2. crowded

3. do your thing on da dancefloor

4. drink alcohol

5. boys meeting girls...girls meeting boys...and if you're lucky...some of them might get to touch you....

6. go crazy...woo-la-la

7. heavy makeup, skimpy clothes, more heavy makeuo, more skimpy clothes....well..you get the idea...

8. waste of time & money for me (underlined to show that it is only my own personal view)

9. a mystery (yes...it's a mystery to me....)

that's about what i have to say...well...you get the idea.....

woo hoo~

2006-12-18T01:26:00.000+09:00

i'm late for my update again..i'm lazy...*as usual* more pic updates!!!!

anyway..1st up is a little bday pics..LOL...one month behind...but anyway!!!

MY FAMOUS BDAY CAKE TT GT ON TV..XDXDXD..~

A grp pic we took together..

and a xmas tree in front of paragon...i love this tree!! *hugs*

and here are some pics i took when we went to fish & co.to eat some time ago...i shared a seafood platter with yue and...

BEFORE

AFTER

LOL!!!! can't believe we managaed to finish anyway..keke..but is v.nice la~~

more random pics...XDXD...a pic fo my fav.biscuit and the new pocky!

YES...biscuits that we always eat when we r kids...but for some weird reasons..I LOVE IT!!

this is the special mousse green tea pocky..XD..i love the packaging..

MORE RANDOM PICS...HAHAHA..

a special light i saw at the airport..speakin of the airport...I'M FLYING OFF SOON! lol~

A pic of the deathnote poster and ME!

SCAMPER IS THE LOVE!!!!XDXD!!! hugging him to slp since 10 yrs old....=X...

and here are a few pics during the EOY~~

a chibi version gundam! *at least i tink it's gundam*

us with the NHK representative which is DOCOMON!!! (cosplay version)

me and junnie with L...*junnie says i look retarded in the pic!! T___T*
anyway..this guy didn't mean to cosplay but everyone think he mks a GREAT L!!!

and the last photo of the day!!!

a purple stage in marina square!

i'm flying off soon..so decided to update..gah..sorry for the slow update *as if anyone is readin anyway*

but still!!!!

I'll b back for a long update when i'm back frm shanghai! *provided i'm not lazy*

HAPPY 21st BDAY KEITA-SAMA~~~

2006-12-16T02:27:00.000+09:00

lol...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITA~~~

here's a banner as usual ~ ^^..simple clean style this year~

NANA 2

2006-12-03T15:21:00.000+09:00

not exactly anticipating NANA 2...but well...for nari..~~

PICS POST!!!

2006-11-17T03:12:00.000+09:00

alright..am here to post some pics that i've been keeping in my handphone for lik....10,000 years...@___@

1st up on the list is ....val's dog!!!! his name is thunder...

it just looks so cute!!!XD

ok...it's actually kind of lik..resting in this pic...

and hey!!! it's lik laughing in this pic...@___@

next up is juz a super random pic..i took super long ago...

A KAME POSTER IN FRONT OF MISE!

gahhahahaha..I LOVE DEATHNOTE!!!

the deathnote movie poster!

DEATHNOTE FRENZY AT KINOKUNIYA!!!

I just decided to put this pic here cuz it really cracks me up...LOL...

MY SISTER! OMFG! LOL~

nxt up are random pics i took some time ago....

my sis playin with the rabbit ears...can u spot someone else in the pic?XDXD

then it's ME playin with the rabbit ears..LOL~

my super dorky sister...

IT'S PLUSHIE TIME!

Eeyore's standing on the top of the ~~world~~ ball.

A MERLION PLUSHIE!!! and yes it's very cute...but i gave it away to a jap exchnge student already~~~

a pic of us in pizza hut..after the kbox session...sorry val...you're not in here cuz u go home alrdy...@___@

went to orchard for dinner juz now..so took a few pics of the decorations there too...CAN'T WAIT FOR XMAS!!!!

the little red things are adorable!

the xmas tree outside raffles city...

the xmas tree IN TAKASHIMAYA~*dies*...it's so pretty....

and last but not least.....

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P.S: This pic was not photoshopped (except for the "AHHH" words")

P.S again: No humans were being harmed in the process for tking this picture =)

heaLing poWer!!!

2006-11-13T09:45:00.000+09:00

wow...w-inds.'s songs really have healing power! no wonder i'm so into them...

Love is message pv

Pieces pv

these 2 songs really made me feel a whole lot better...

gah

2006-11-12T00:01:00.000+09:00

I'm suddenly missing this movie...

the nice part of this trailer is when ayumi's song starts playing!!

haha..and i just realise sawajiri erika acts in this show too..didn't noticed at 1st..=X

nothing to say.

2006-11-11T02:13:00.000+09:00

*EDITS 2nd time*

You gals have nothing to do with me anymore.
NONE of my business anymore.

BYEBYE! =D

XDXD!

2006-09-21T00:54:00.000+09:00

woahh..XDXD...after 10,00000 years..i decided to do a proper update...1st is the random post of pics that i have a few MONTHS ago...

here are some pics i took frm "NEWYORK NEWYORK" when i went there to eat...not v.worthy actually...but the place is nicely decorated..

and now....the food..XDXD

BEFORE

AFTER

and here's something cool....A DEATHNOTE...val bought it..i want one too....T___T

nxt up is just crazy fangirling pic...me and junnie tryin to tk a pic with "oguri shun"...oguri shun frm the poster....heeee..=X

and a weird sighting...a squarish watermelon...@___@

and here's a really v.random pic...hui took it when we're in the changing room talking....LOL

ALRIGHTTTT!! that's all for random pics...nxt up is the WASEDA SHIBUYA SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL FESTIVAL~~~yosh...XDXD...i can tell u 17th sept.is a date i will nvr forget ever....!!!!xDXD...it is really a memorable day for us...

anyway....went with val. val's sis, hui and junnie....junnie was goin with her friend at 1st..but her friend last minute can't make it...so come join us..anyway..here are some pics we took there...

1st up is just a brief picture of how the place look like yah~~~

here's a v.nice banner they make..XD

nice decorations too..XDXD

me and junnie while we are queueing in line...it was this test ur ability game thing..we won by the way...me , hui and jun in a grp..haha..XDXD...tot we won't b able to shoot down so many targets...but we did it..yayyy~

here's whr the ghost house is...i'm too afraid to go in...and the queue is long..so we skipped it..=X

doesn't this looks yaoi...the girl is actually a guy in disguise..PFFFT...and her fake BOOBS....*tries hard not to laugh*....they were acting a opposite version of nobuta...@___@....i still tink last yr's densha otoko was better though..=X

the main pt.of this pic is the guy whr the arrows are pointed....=.=..took this while we're queuein for the shinobi thingy..

another pic that val took while we're queueing for the shinobi thing...lol...oh..and there was another guy (not in pic)who was wearing this jersey..his name is akira..(as seen from jersey) and he does look a little lik akira from Lead..LOL

ok..next up...XDXD

a pic we took from this drummer...from the band that perform in the hall...HE IS A IMPRESSIVE DRUMMER!!! REALLY!!! and when we talked to him...his english was DAMN GOOD!!! even got slang..XDXD...so cool rite? haha...n we think he does resemble Hikaru from Ya-ya-yah...a little..XDXD

oh..and this is a *coughs* very *coughs random...*coughs*..actually unrandom...*coughs* pic...

and here's a finale pic..b4 we go home...zzz...

ok...now..watch this video...

and well..what happened in there...was that..we go in this "alice in wonderland" game...so..we r suppose to take this sword that looks lik a cross from the church..@__@...and stab those cards thingy guys....and...after that...we have to go in this dark place...i ran all the way...but!!!!! you can listen to hui and junnie screamin in there...hui screamin louder...=X...

cuz there was some ppl splashin water at us...i think..and some weird guy pop out..i duno if it's scary cuz i didn't see him anyway..haha...i thought it was funny cuz hui was really screamin hysterically...LOL...and the person have to calm us down...LOL...

alright...finally the end of my blog entry...i will be DEFINITELY GOIN AGAIN NXT YR!!! haha...alrightttt~

oh..and to people who were disappointed/sad/angry/pissed if i didn't asked you along...sorry i didn't asked you BUT...don't worry..i will ask you if i know u can interact with my friends and don't say that you feel left out if i talk to my friends....do remember to ask ur friends along with you nxt time if u want to go to ensure that noone gets left out~~ =)

tata~~~

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY NARI~~~

2006-09-14T21:55:00.000+09:00

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY TO NARI!!!

anyway...i just got the show rampo jigoku..and tell u wad...i dun dare to watch it cuz it seems so pornish...GAHHH!...

sHort EntrY!

2006-09-02T22:35:00.000+09:00

not much of a entry also....too lazy to upload my pics..wahaha...but here's something to share... =D

HAPPY DAYSSSS~~WHOOOO!!!

2006-08-10T02:02:00.000+09:00

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!!!

I AM SO SUPER HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!

I know it's not a v.big thing to be happy about...but still...I FINALLY SOLVE THE CENSOR THING IN MY APPLICATION!!!!

I nvr thought it was possible to do...* i nvr thought any actionscript was possible for me to do*....but i held on and tried my best..AND GUESS WHAT!!! I SOLVED IT!!! MUAHAHA...XDXD....i am soo happy...i'm glad i didn't over rely on someone to do it for me...

SO HAPPY!!! muz post some funny/happy videos here now..

1st up is kishidan..XDXD..they're a funny group...with that big hair..and their dance move..LOL...but well..this pv is quite interesting..left me a deep impression...is abt this ger getting married and the dad is kinda not happy cuz his daughter is leaving...

this pv s funny yet meaningful in a way...

next up is a new song by yuna ito..."stuck on you"..it's v.nice..XDXD...a new style she's tryin and i lik it...totally love the pv too..XD

MuMmYYY~

2006-07-28T23:42:00.000+09:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY~~~~