Because my mum cannot handle stress effectively.
Because my mum likes to let her stress out on us.
Because my mum has too many things to do.
That is why we get scolded when she can't handle her stress.
That is why we can only accept the criticisms she made on us even if it made us feel useless.
That is why her workload should be lessen. Especially religious work.
Because her life probably revolves around herself more than us.
Or perhaps that is how it seems to be anyway.
Maybe she think she understands us very well.
But no. Hell no.
(How's my revision going?)
She don't know any shit.
She don't understand how tired I'm feeling.
She don't understand how stressed I'm feeling.
(Am I still feeling unwell?)
She don't know any shit as well.
She don't understand how it's been for me and my sis.
She don't understand that we're feeling worried cause of the bites.
(When's my birthday?)
She knows?
12 November MY FOOT!
She don't even remember when I'm freaking born.
What's my favourite food?
Who's my favourite singer?
What's my aim in life?
What's my hobby?
What troubles have I been facing?
She probably knows nothing.
Ironic huh?
My mum is a teacher.
A teacher who understands all of her students.
A teacher who her students admires.
A teacher who everyone sees as friendly and nice.
Thanks mom.
Thanks for making me feel useless.
Thanks for making me breakdown 2 times in a week.
Thanks for making me wish that I can go crazy.
Thanks for providing me all my needs.
...
...
All but one.
My emotional needs.
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Thank goodness I have a sister.
Thanks for calming me down.
Thanks for being here with me.
Thanks for standing up for me.
Thanks for being my company. (:
The best sister a girl could ever have.
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NOTE:
If any DYB teachers or fellow temple mates sees this.
Please please please lighten her workload by like 1000000000000000000000000 x a million times. She can't handle the stress even if she says she can.
This birthday banner looks kinda crappy...T___T
but anyway...
HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY YAMAPI!!! :D
Anyways, my 1st sem in UB is ending soon...
time just toally flies by...
Hope I can score well for my finals~
Can't wait for my holidays! It will be jdramas, one piece, more jdramas and more one piece!
GAH! About 10 more minutes to "fastest finger exercise".
*stretches*
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