HE BOUGHT!!
actually is the uncle's daughter who bought for me..XD...3 DVDs and 1 vcd!XD...woot!!and my dad say i don'y have to pay for them...woohooo...XD!!
DAD ROCKS TO THE CORE!!XD
although i can't watch it till weekends...but...XDXD..it's good enough..XD..looking at the cover can mk me hyper all day..XD...
nothin...n i mean nothing!!can bring me down this week!!XD
THNKS A LOT DAD!!
*cancels works 3 & 4, Lead movies 2 and pirate concert from wish list*
This week is gonna be a busy week....3 assignments to hand in..heeee..
anyway todays the day that my papa is coming back from taiwan...a few hours from nw...he'll be home..*heartbeats faster*..I'm feeling stressed yet happy at the same time...happy cuz he's gonna bring bck all the stuff that i asked him to buy...stressed cuz i'm afraid that he might forget..*cries*
so ppl reading my blog..let's all pray together that my dad will get my stuff..*prays*
it's been a pretty fun weekend anyway...i met up with yue on saturday then jie joined us...and we took neoprint too~
here are the neoprints:
so pinkish nehh~
this one is nice too..XDXD..*gimme 5 peoplee!!XD*
i duno y but once i c this pic i just wana say :"nyaaaaaaa~"
alrighty...bck to main topic...after tt jie went to try do manicure...LOL...after tt i went home 1st..den at night...SURPRISE!yueyue come my hse stay for da night..XDXD.....den we do "self-manicure"...LOL....we really too bored liaox~XD...although most of the work was done by yueee*points to my nails*..after that we ate a lot..hehehe...and laughed a lot...really treasure the times i have with my dear cousins n my jiejie..XD
To Yue, Hui & Jie:
I can't wait till the 4 of us can meet again..!!!*doesn't apply to my jie*...den we'll all go eat our "reunion dinner" again..XD...den we all xmas go gugu hse can be together again....but haiz..*hugs hui*....Jie and yue mayb will busy busy...u really muz pei me wor....if u also go get one...den i xmas really can sing song alone liao...T__T
heeeeee...here's a pic i've done in photoshop...bahhh~I put my face in kame's camera...not done well as i didn't manage to blend the pics of me into the camera...*kicks old photoshop in old comp.*..but anyway...XDXD
I'm in the mood for some fangirlism lately...XDXD....i can't wait to get works 4!!!and such..and KAT-TUN...heard that they're debuting this year nehhH~
hahah...i think i'll be doing more photoshopped images like this whenever i'm free....*daydreams*
anyway....val lend me USO JAPAN!!LOL...so nice...but i don't dare to watch at night...hahaha...but it's nice...one of the host is also quite funny...he can chnge the scary atmosphere into a funny one in the blink of eye..XD
lalalalal~i going crazy..
w-inds.PLEASE COME TO SINGAPORE!!!!!!!XDXD
Here's a lyrics of a song that I like a lot...it's "Run" by snow patrol...I think the lyrics is pretty sad..and the song is too...
"Run"
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
*Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
#Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Repeat * and #
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Repeat *
The line I like most in this song is.."Even if you cannot hear my voice...I'll be right beside you dear.."
It's just lik...even if you cannt hear my voice...I will always be right beside you...sounds creepy eh...but don't think the creepy way...I think it's just like...even if we are not together...even if i'm not by your side anymore...i will always be right beside you supporting you when you're down...feelin happy when you are... : )
Pretty simple and sweet..
Ok.here's the sadistic part...I really hate to write about this cuz it's very not like me(noone will read it anyway)..mayb to people who knows me will think it's very un-zi xuan...but to me...I know it is the real me...
I hate the mask that's been hiding the real me...I'm sick of hiding my true feelings to others...I'm sick of pretending to be happy when I'm not...I'm sick of makin people think I'm happy....I'm sick of trying to make people happy when I know I can't..I'm sick of almost everything...
I've told some people before....I act that I'm happy cause I don't want my emotions or feelings to affect others...I rather be the one that have all the sadness and all the blame or anything on myself than to see people get troubled cuz of my problems...but i'm not sure i can do it anymore...It's difficult keeping the stuffs in my heart alone...
but i know that after i wrote this entry..i will go on in life pretending that everything is ok...when i see you i will still wave at you hard and smile...saying "hi" and "how's life"
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